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| Art department under Sir Vic Acedillo with Kamille ü |
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| Do Not Disturb...please??? :3 |
CREATIVE JUICE/ Week 2
rakoskee in the city
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| Page One presents "Rakoskee in the City" |
my first page on my brand new page one ntbk ü
(page one is a brand of ntbks)
I just started my first week of internship in Creative Juice/ Manila Advertising and I'm so glad to say that I'm loving it, the coffee, the table, the people, just all about it. Everyday I ride the train and I'm proud to say that I ride it with levels of mastery now *rofl. Same as the jeepney that I take to get to my office since I'm having troubles in the earlier part cause of the traffic and there are a lot of other passengers in the area aka my mortal enemies *lol. Aside from my travel blues... there aren't any more struggle concerns. Great, great, great!!!
resolutions!
- workout on weekends must be taken religiously
(Since I can't really do it daily now)
- doodle and journal must too be taken as if breathing
- save up!!!
- connect!!!
currently setting a date for friday now. Yay:woot:
that's it... I want to say a lot but I can't really express much jaa nee
Color your Life. by ~QuinOfTheCookies on deviantART
(page one is a brand of ntbks)
I just started my first week of internship in Creative Juice/ Manila Advertising and I'm so glad to say that I'm loving it, the coffee, the table, the people, just all about it. Everyday I ride the train and I'm proud to say that I ride it with levels of mastery now *rofl. Same as the jeepney that I take to get to my office since I'm having troubles in the earlier part cause of the traffic and there are a lot of other passengers in the area aka my mortal enemies *lol. Aside from my travel blues... there aren't any more struggle concerns. Great, great, great!!!
resolutions!
- workout on weekends must be taken religiously
(Since I can't really do it daily now)
- doodle and journal must too be taken as if breathing
- save up!!!
- connect!!!
currently setting a date for friday now. Yay:woot:
that's it... I want to say a lot but I can't really express much jaa nee
Feature!!!
Color your Life. by ~QuinOfTheCookies on deviantART
last minute randoms
First day of OJT tomorrow and the tension is starting to rise now. Work starts at 9:30, they said I should leave by 7. I already tried getting to the place, I'm just pretty nervous since I'm doing it alone tomorrow. I can make it right? Yes I will. Too glad I'll be with some school mates. Relief. I'm looking forward to a happy day tomorrow. It will be! ü
♥ april 18 art feature
a very dramatic piece!!! lovely
read artist's comments from the link please
The Dusk Vow by =SmartChocoBear on deviantART
read artist's comments from the link please
The Dusk Vow by =SmartChocoBear on deviantART
saturdate ü
Dinner at Oki Oki with my sisters. ü
Had road trip with ate Ods as she\s teaching me the convenient ways on how can I get to work. Ate Ritz followed after at the mall after we shopped clothes so we could eat at Oki Oki then Krispy Kreme. Also our first time to meet Christian. ü
the breakfast
"i hate her because i love her because if i don't love her, i just won't care about her..."
I'm supposed to feel so bad now cause of what happened this morning, (that actually happens most of the time for quite some time...) but thanks a lot I had this great therapeutic conversation with kuya Anonyman and I felt better now and I can't detail it anymore cause the momentum passed already. Just that, I feel like I'm getting sick... my head aches and I realized I haven't taken anything since this morning, just sermons, heartaches and a lime candy. I'll just have soda for lunch to make me happy. ü
updated gaia online
"It's been a whale," as i quote Xiadrack from my Deviantart family, since I've last updated my gaia online theme...
so I decided to give it the quick fix today (since I'm still the bum I used to be for the past few days).
^and my avatar here dressed up as SNSD in their video GENIE. one pf my personal faves :3
I've also dressed up their OH video, both the one in pink and blue cheer costumes
*so much of my fan girling here. just wanted to share <3
I've also dressed up their OH video, both the one in pink and blue cheer costumes
never stop
*very vague. Don’t try to understand this ^_^
NEVER STOP
I actually wanted to tell this to everyone who’s in pain because someone so special to him or her suddenly left. Never stop! Never stop being the same. Care for her just the same, love her just the same, and think of her just the same. Everything must stay the same, even if she’s left you, even if she ignores you. Never stop showing that she’s important. Never stop showing her the way you are. That even if she’s done something wrong you’re still at the same pedestal from where you were with arms wide open waiting for her, that you forgive her because you love her, and that she means everything to you. Cause this is what she is to you, before she left, and since you all said it when she hasn’t left yet and you meant forever, before she left. Never stop showing that you love her if you really love her. No matter what it takes. Let go of pride… shame on her. Just never stop! And this is what I wanted to tell you, cause I know you love her. Never stop.
But what if it works out on the two of you… unlike on him and me. It did not work how I never stopped showing him the same me, like when were still okay together. I thought that my unconditional love would melt his heart and bring him back to me. It didn’t. Cause in his case, he no longer had the guts to show up. Something’s holding him back, pulling him into the deepest roots of hell. And he’ll never stop, running away from this unconditional love I’m giving to him. And I’ll never stop this unconditional love which is also unrequited.
But what if it works out on the two of you…will I be sorry for imparting this technique to the two of you, in case it could bring you back together? Will I be left behind? Will I still be eyeing you by that time? Will I still be caring for you like how I wanted to take your pain away today? Or even if it doesn’t work, but you never stop this feeling, I realized that I’d no longer have the chance on you…. And maybe in time, I also am not yet stopping on him. Let’s put it this way.
But what if we start something else while we were both in the middle of not stopping on him and on her? Will it take us anywhere? I dunno.. Maybe… This is crazy. >_<
NEVER STOP
I actually wanted to tell this to everyone who’s in pain because someone so special to him or her suddenly left. Never stop! Never stop being the same. Care for her just the same, love her just the same, and think of her just the same. Everything must stay the same, even if she’s left you, even if she ignores you. Never stop showing that she’s important. Never stop showing her the way you are. That even if she’s done something wrong you’re still at the same pedestal from where you were with arms wide open waiting for her, that you forgive her because you love her, and that she means everything to you. Cause this is what she is to you, before she left, and since you all said it when she hasn’t left yet and you meant forever, before she left. Never stop showing that you love her if you really love her. No matter what it takes. Let go of pride… shame on her. Just never stop! And this is what I wanted to tell you, cause I know you love her. Never stop.
But what if it works out on the two of you… unlike on him and me. It did not work how I never stopped showing him the same me, like when were still okay together. I thought that my unconditional love would melt his heart and bring him back to me. It didn’t. Cause in his case, he no longer had the guts to show up. Something’s holding him back, pulling him into the deepest roots of hell. And he’ll never stop, running away from this unconditional love I’m giving to him. And I’ll never stop this unconditional love which is also unrequited.
But what if it works out on the two of you…will I be sorry for imparting this technique to the two of you, in case it could bring you back together? Will I be left behind? Will I still be eyeing you by that time? Will I still be caring for you like how I wanted to take your pain away today? Or even if it doesn’t work, but you never stop this feeling, I realized that I’d no longer have the chance on you…. And maybe in time, I also am not yet stopping on him. Let’s put it this way.
But what if we start something else while we were both in the middle of not stopping on him and on her? Will it take us anywhere? I dunno.. Maybe… This is crazy. >_<
clearance. mall. cello
It’s good to see my college friends again after vacation has started. It’s just been few weeks but it seem that we’ve really missed each other a lot. Went to the university to claim the clearance sheet for the second semester of ay2009-10 yesterday, sad part is not everyone were able to show up since majority are in their internships, and only a few of us were available with reasons like there’s no schedule of internship, internship hasn’t officially started and some were still not able to find companies for the internship. I hope they can find the company for them immediately so that they can start the 200 hours right through and that we’ll all have fun at the end of summer. The officers were planning an outing by the end of May for everyone to detoxify and have good time after long and hard weeks of work. I’m pretty excited.
Had an unplanned bonding with Rone and Luvi which is great. Like they say, unplanned dates are better than those planned, and we really did enjoyed the day yesterday. After claiming our clearance sheets and submitting our waiver forms for the company, we decided to stay a lil bit longer to bond with our other classmates. And since the rest still have other appointments for the day, we three were left (since we aren’t starting our ojt’s yet) and decided to eat and then go to the mall just to stroll. I actually was the one that initiated going to the mall since I was planning of buying a pair of closed shoes for work. I also needed to check something in the computer device store but found out that they don’t have stock of the optical mouse that I needed. Anyway we enjoyed just window shopping, we saw a lot of good finds and learned to hold on to our feelings since we don’t have money for whatever it is from the shelf that we wanted. Instead, we settled down for BK and Rone gave me his sundae, which is great cause I did not have to spend anymore. I actually wanted yogurt from tutti fruity but it was way too expensive that’s why I’m so grateful for this free sundae.
We parted ways around 2:30 and I arrived at our computer shop around 4. My sister asked me to accompany her at Deusche as she’s been wanting to have a trim. Turns out that she also had her cellophane and me too. I actually wanted ruby but I got magenta instead. There aren’t much difference though, so it’s alright. Yehey, the best things in life, you can get it for free. We also had ice cream after our hair treatment. Yummy.
timecheck:7 days
out of boredom but could be of use too... well it should and it is really. I checked out the map of Makati City, concrete jungle where dreams are made of, Philippines. Within a week, I'll be attending my internship in Creative Juice, Manila located at Salcedo Village. I'm still trying to find out the possible transits that I can take and examine which is the most efficient. and I'm getting a bit obsessive compulsive now since I still have to wait a week laying back at home while others were already halfway the two hundred hours that we need to meet for internship... and here is the product...
fresh from the scanner
sketches I made from my freedom yesterday. Also got the chance to watch movie, The Lake House, the English version and saw that it was good. I thought America distorted the Korean but oh well... I also had the chance to continue at least a chapter of The Catcher in the Rye which is actually with me for almost a year now and I haven't even reached it's half. Anway... here are my works from yesterday... to be updated soon :)
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| Random girl on pencil. practice |
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| rakoskee[s] |
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| run free |
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| rinoa? ü |
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| hi mirukuchi |
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| fight em attaccccccckkkkk |
feaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaatures!!!
some sorts of INSPIRATION to reunite with ANIMATION <3 yosh!!!
What the.... by *ClainDeLune on deviantART
Clean up your eyes by The Dykeenies
Breaking the habit by Linkin Park
What the.... by *ClainDeLune on deviantART
Clean up your eyes by The Dykeenies
Breaking the habit by Linkin Park
big bang time!
Top is so kawaiiiii <3
^something to keep the day right. Started my day with milk tea yihee :3 mirukuchi mirukuchi!!! and it never failed me (you know what milk tea does right?). Had my workout before the scheduled brownout in our area(disgusting!!!) Had egg, espasol, egg sandwhich, fish, chocolate ice cream, chocolate, and coconut today.
Also had my work out that's rad! Also did some coloring...
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other deviations...
last minute sharing
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| Final Distance Fukai Mori |
my old work (xielfeesh08).
this is actually a combination of traditional and digital art plus photography. ^_^
the background is a real photo taken in tagaytay, manipulated. I drew the girls of course(traditional) then colored them through adobe photoshop
this is definitely my favorite work of 2008. yay! ♥
This is about a girl and her two self uniting in the deep forest of the self :)
ah rad! :)
Had a great day today. Though, honestly it is tiring and sort of costly but yes it is indeed a great day. I believe about the smile motto and just did it today.
On my way to cjm, makati.. i rode a bus to get through MRT. From there, I watched a nice asian movie entitled Naked Weapons. I did not see all the movie but it was about young girls trained to kill and to be the world's finest assassins, however, after 6 years they were ordered to kill each other and the one that survives will be the only one left with their group. They'd have to be as brutal as they can because life is as brutal as it is and that's right, we all have to be prepared for the harsh reality, including me now.
I had my very first job interview today along with Faye and Cenon. At the office, met another Thomasian named Jaycy and it was really nice meeting her. She's from ca5. The interview went out right and I'm really thankful and hopeful about it. The people were really great too and we had good coffee before the interview. I know it makes people nervous but we wanted coffee so... that's it .
We also tried other companies along the area. The perfect moment to see all sorts of people such as bitches and angels :) It's ll part of reality... that's how we play it. It was very tiring... walking along makati under the sun, in my 2 inches, riding cabs cost 50 and just being stressed out.
It was really depressing but in the end it all eventually went right. Finally saw my grades yes and I'm quite happy. Not quite but a lot. I'm still a dean's lister and my grade literally was a blessing. I never thought I'd still be a part of it but yes thank you and I love you God :)
Lesson is, no matter how hard life really is... there's always something that would make it right, right? Sometimes we just don't see it, but it's really right in front of us. I believe there is reason for all these and that reason is something that'll be revealed in His time... rad! :)
big bang effect
Since there is this zero possibility of seeing SUJU this coming Saturday, I started distracting myself with other things such as BIG BANG and it did not fail me. In fact, I got so carried away that I even began making my own rap haha. So great. I was really moved by Top and G-Dragon. I really like the song Haru-haru and Koe Wo Kikasete. Top was so hot in Haru Haru. For the latter, I like it because it was in Japanese and I'm much familiar with Nihonggo compared to Korean. I like the rap it is in English... ah raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad ü
light vs bright
drigz was asking what's the difference... it's hard to explain in pure english so i said i'll just illustrate. =)
BABO ^u^
Funny. I lost my previous blog entry, I've written a long entry already but I failed at my attempt of adding photos with it.. shiz :(( It's hard to summarize my train of thoughts now... so i really regret losing that blog.. anyway... today is April Fools maybe that's why.
As of now I'm currently a BUM as a wait for OJT, I just use the computer or draw and watch korean things. I don't know, Korean pop is invading me. I super love WHEESUNG ♥_♥ and SuJu as always... gah and I like Miley's latest too hihi
Had a rough photo shoot last Monday night with my sister at our home's improvised studio. Also celebrated yesterday at Moa for Ate Lea's grad and birthday treat. hmmm I wonder what's next for April... cause today yeah though I think I've done productive things... like my usual morning work out and I've successfully scanned my line arts and uploaded stock photos... I'm looking forward to something more. I can't wait to color my line art and have an OJT.. I just don't like the feeling of being stuck and bored and there's nothing to do but to think of what coulds and more....
WHEN I LOOK AT YOU ♫
"If your feelings are still what they were last April, tell me so at once. My affections and wishes have not changed, but one word from you will silence me forever. If, however, your feelings have changed, I will have to tell you: you have bewitched me, body and soul and I love, I love, I love you. I never wish to be parted from you from this day on."
-Pride and Prejudice
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