first week

It's been a week blogger!  Classes officially started that's why. As usual, I'll just post my journal scans on their respective dates when I get the chance.  But for now let's get going with this micro blog :)

Hello senior year!!! It feels so nice that I'm having such a positive energy towards the sem.  There's still the same shock, pressure and intimidation but I know that I can take them down easily hihi.  I'm quite glad that I'm getting more confident in reciting now.  I should always think that this is the last chance to do this so I should make the most out of it.  I'll try more oral recitations now since it's always been my weakness to speak up even if I know the answer.  I need to keep this fire burning, and make thesis and other stressful things as happy as it can be. ^^

One of the official welcomes for the year is a night out with my dearests. My sister, Ate Ods threw a post-ojt party for me and my friends Faye and Jasmine (too bad Jorlene missed this) and tagged one of her buddy, ate Carla too.  We ate at Brooklyn for pizza and pasta and how can we forget about the world's best buffalo wings?  Then had coffee and pastries at Jock's loft.  I'm so glad that everybody enjoyed the night. :D


And to end the week, (since Monday for me is officially the last day cause Tuesday is the weekend now.. I just declared it a few seconds ago) comes the kickoff of Recruitment 101.  It's actually my first time to be a part of the parade, technically to be part of it from opening to closing.  We had so much fun.  I love my Pax Romana Family.  Hopefully I could drop by my other org's Tomweb booth soon. YaY :D

tomorrow

nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
I don't want to go to school yet!!! Ugh! Let me rephrase that! I don't want to go to school for classes yet but I want to go to school tomorrow cause I wanna give a big big hug to all my classmates and friends!  :)

wish I could fast forward... then pause

Cause there's no use rewinding... I don't want anymore of this.  It'll just repeat, cause I can't do anything about it even if I rewind.  So all I'm wishing, is to fast forward these things, then pause once we break free from it... cause I think it's going to happen all over again

fake plastic trees♫

One of the saddest yet greatest songs ever made.  I love Radiohead.



Her green plastic watering can
For her fake Chinese rubber plant
In the fake plastic earth
That she bought from a rubber man
In a town full of rubber plans
To get rid of itself
It wears her out, it wears her out
It wears her out, it wears her out

She lives with a broken man
A cracked polystyrene man
Who just crumbles and burns
He used to do surgery
For girls in the eighties
But gravity always wins
And it wears him out, it wears him out
It wears him out, it wears...

She looks like the real thing
She tastes like the real thing
My fake plastic love
But I can't help the feeling
I could blow through the ceiling
If I just turn and run
And it wears me out, it wears me out
It wears me out, it wears me out

If I could be who you wanted
If I could be who you wanted
All the time, all the time
- - -
I'm going to make this an ART ♥

December Avenue Video Shoot. I'll be watching you♫

 Cheers to Zel Bautista and the guys of December Avenue, I'LL BE WATCHING YOU ♥ I can't wait for the video :)

weekly oekaki c:

featured: Meneer Marcelo

Check out my brother's friend Meneer Marcelo's work as he got featured in pnworldwide net :)

oh how I love the rain

Like you, I love the rain, aside that it reminds me of your tears, I really enjoy listening to my favorite music as I feel the breeze of the cold wind, and then the sound of thunder would enter and then again I'll be reminded of you.

No, seriously I love the rain.  The only problem is that so much of it would cause hazards to our place.  It can't be helped that the streets of Malabon were flooded during this season.  Though it'd been happening for years, it seems like the citizens don't really learn a lesson at all, and I'm part of that.  But I really love the rain!!! How's that?  I can't wait til we move out so I can fully enjoy rainy nights ;)

I'm so happy to have discovered that a DRAGON FRUIT is a CACTUS :))

student slash research assistant

In one week's time, I'm officially going to be a senior college.  It's not that I'm not happy about it.  I'm actually excited to study again now that I don't have organization positions anymore.  I'll have more time to make the most of my last days as a student and hopefully end this semester and the upcoming as a dean's lister again. What keeps me bothered now is the part-time job that I just agreed to work on a while ago.  I'm going to be a research assistant.  My employer assured me that I don't have to worry since my working schedule is very friendly.  All I need is a net connection and a computer and poof.  He also said that he already knows where I can gather all the files that he needs, he just needs someone to help him organize the stuff.  It's going to be easy and there's this cash that awaits me.  Great, I'm in need to buy a quality tabbie... hihi

I'm sorry I'm becoming a paranoid again, I'm always feeling this, fearing a lot of things even though I haven't really tried it.  Oh well, I just have to be a little more patient and calm this time.  I'm also working on a better time management since my schedule is really challenging this sem.  I need to make the most out of it.  This is going to be the last.  I know I can make it.  Send me grace :)

I guess it's just alright to let you go

and just pray that one day we meet each other again... someday ;)

Happy Birthday Alex Band

on oekaki

stopwatch counting by ~rakoskee

Cartoons & Comics / Digital Media / Cartoons / Oekaki / People

_{stop watch counting, her days expiring...
line from: the devil made me do it-chicosci
I blurred the image to put a little drama, about her youth}

close to you by ~rakoskee

Cartoons & Comics / Digital Media / Comics / Oekaki

_{just like me, they long to be... close to you
lines from: close to you by the carpenters
i want to be close to you, oh angels in the sky}

5:32pm pensees

frustrations from last night 


I still feel bad about what happened last night.  Not about the shortcomings of each other, we are always all to blame.  We had a proper closure for this so it's really fine between the two of us.  It's just that I don't really like the feeling of not being able to finish something that I have started.  I'm so thankful that Maryl's very understanding.  Unlike the previous one who requested me to do something... argh. Nuff said.  There's another next time.  YAAAY!

other sorts of paranoia

I was forbidden to be excited.  So I shouldn't worry much.  Things will happen as it should be.  Life has its owns reasons... leave it to that.

POSITIVISM!!!

9 days

Chilling at lola's place with the big happy family.  Came too early!!! False alarm, thought that the party starts at lunch, surprised to know that it was for dinner.  Not bad anyway.  Bonding with my cousins is the bestest thing on earth!!! Congratulations Jay, he already got a job.  Also had a nice movie time with my girls, Ena, Tsina, Ate Odette and Tita Reena.  We watched Here Comes the Bride!  It's so funneeeeh :))  ILY guys ♥

oekaki. disappointments. hoity-toity? :))(updated)

I spent most of my time in tumblr *_*
JUNE 3 SCANS
got the chance to scan and manip some of the OEKAKI teehee

*diverted my sadness to these things above... ;(
just be positive and give it the next time...

as of now... KINIKILIG AKO :))

just... fangirling again hihi
really had trouble on how to say KINIKILIG AKO in english...
I asked several friends, the funniest, was when translate.google said it was HOINTY TOINTY... benta XD

Good Charlotte - We Belive

There’s a woman crying out tonight
Her world has changed
She asks God why
Her only son has died
And now her daughter cries
She can’t sleep at night

Downtown another day for all the suits and ties
Another war to fight
There’s no regard for life
How do they sleep at night
How can we make things right
Just wanna make this right

We believe(x6)
In this love

We are all the same
Human in all our ways and all our pains
(So let it be)
There’s a love that could fall down like rain
(Let us see)
Let forgiveness wash away the pain
(What we need)
And no one really knows what they are searching for
(We believe)
This world is crying for so much more

We believe(x6)
In this love

We believe(x5)
In this love

So this world is too much for you to take
Just lay it down and follow me
I’ll be everything you need
In everyway

We believe(x6)
In this love

In this love
We believe
In this love
We believe
In this love
We believe
In this love

agh

mixed emotions as of now.  I actually had a wonderful day really and I have already planned of publishing a very happy journal but then just this suddenly I felt bad because of pupe.. :(  I really had the day right despite the stubbornness of the dragonqueen.  The enrollment process went really well except that we decided to let go of the sim card and claim it on june instead.  I really missed my girls so much, sad thing I failed to see all of them.  Went at the mall afterwards with mom, just bought slippers and pens yaaay.  I'm bringing page one back to life.  Drew something a while ago but nooooo can't scan yet... that's the hard part of it.  Also dropped by at Lola's place for a thanksgiving dinner, one week since Lolo's death.  I really love my cousins, they're the best.  Now, what makes me sad.. first is that I failed to dress up for June 03 on pupee.... my bad!  Next, I really don't like the feeling of waiting...especially that they asked you to wait. Imagine the agony. AGH ;(

the frog and the zebra ^_^

Something I made for the frog and the zebra but I  have to wait til next week before I could give it to them, just in time for their second year anniversary.  Happy 2 years Aleli and Erwin ^_^ YaaaaaaY ü

sun and tears

wrote on May 28, 2 pm

facing the pane where outside falls rain...

thinking of you, my angel

I'm still in love with you and will always be

- -

I remember how you told me about the sun

Right exactly after the heavy rain

How much you grew in love with that eternal glare

That that time with me you're obsessed to share

The way it smiles to all that is beneath

How perfectly it pampers everyone with the heat

And how you managed to stay up till late night

All of that time that you became my light

Sun of the midnight

Oh I'll never forget about those nights

Even the stars gave way because you're just so bright

Back then when everything felt so right
Never knew comes next series of dark nights


I remember my darling sunflowers
They love you too as much as I loved you
But you chose to kill them with your tears
The same tears that filled up the gallows
Of both of our cheeks
Cause I've never thought of putting away this smile on my face
Thinking in any moment you'll be back in front of my face
But I'm not saying that I don't like the rain
Cause I know when it rains, we share the same pain
You can deny like you always do


I don't know how to put this prose to an end
Cause I never really thought of putting us to an end
I'll just pretend....


- -
lol seriously, I just don't know how to continue the prose anymore that's why the ending really sucks
hence my crappy half baked poem 

hooray for the new header

I badly wanted to have a new banner but I still haven't got the chance to be artsy-fartsy at all.  Haven't drawn anything for almost a week now so I decided to recycle my stock art! Tsadan!  I had two versions, after making the maroon one, i decided on changing it to white... just a bit of oc-ness ü

the winning piece ♥

I CHOOSE YOU.

I STAY IN LOVE WITH YOU

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