fly black hearts

notes from jasmine :)

dahil may photo sharing, parang nasa Pilipinas narin ang mga OFW kase nakikita nila talaga ung mga views sa Pilipinas

and ung blogs, chats, and forums enables them to interact with other OFWs and know more about watever watever..

nagugulo mundo ko pag iniisip ko ung socio comm exam natin e hehe di ko kase alam ang gagawin, campaign na tayo diba?? may brand ata na kailangan. sabi sakin ni ely ang gagawin nila rone ay add ng herbench na may mataba, may mapayat na model para "size does not matter" tapos naisip niya satin sa phone para link abroad.. pero nahihirapan ako mag-isip, sa femininity kase may pinoportray na ang babae dapat sexy, pero satin ano ba ang problem? hehe sorry di talaga ako makaisip

slump!

I hate myself for wanting to do so much today yet not being able to do anything today. I'm such a slump! I could have done something productive but I chose to lay back and it's really annoying! I promise that I should be starting and finishing everything tomorrow, by hook or by crook! I swear!

Now, I'm blogging this cause it feels so frustrating, also am reading literary stuff to fill my mind at least with sense, and also playing booty grab cause I seriously need gaia gold to fund up my own house.

I have to stay till closing today, damn! I have to deal with math again >.<

Catch you tomorrow! Kick me if needed! I seriously need to be productive tomorrow!

check92909

Good day ya'll though mine isn't really that good. Electricity has come back to our area yesterday afternoon but also went out by the night again. They say that some stupid folks threw "dahol", a flood snake, on the electric post so it exploded. Stupid people!!!. Another thing is that I felt bad since last night cause I had these colds and it makes me feel dizzy and drowsy, and also this morning I had a terrible condition, my stomach really aches, thank goodness it's not diarrhea. it all went well after the tea that mom made for me. At least I'm fine now, thanks to the good conversation with Zel ♥ and now I have to move on with the things I really got to deal with despite of the extended class suspension over the metro. Minus one, that's Tiger Beat segment. I trust Vince a lot and I know he can make it. Filipino thesis and SocioComm are my other worries. That's why I can't really call this break a resting period. Though sometimes I really think I'm overdoing things and I'm really the one who's causing my own pressure, but I think this motto is really what is best, and not just laying back and then cramming at the last minute of earth.

For now, I have to prioritize the pegs that I have to do for our SocioComm video, if my memory serves me well, these are the exact stuff that I have to work on
- download ofw videos
- png cloud, S,M,L high res
- download Alladin, muscled jpg
- text : 1. UY
2. UY
3. PSST
4. HUH
5. HMMM
and others that will serve as helpful overlays for our video

Hmmm, so when shall I start with this... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
I wantto build my house in gaia now... oh no!!!!

catch you again yo!!!!!!!!!!!

dahan

inspired by DAHAN-December Avenue

Di na muling luluha

di na pipilitin pang ikaw ay aking ibigin

hanggang sa walang hanggan

di na makikinig ang isip ko'y lito

malaman mo sanang ikaw ang iniibig ko

at kung hindi man para sa atin

ang inalay mong pag-ibig

ay di narin aasa pa

na muling mahahagkan

dahan dahan mong bitawan

puso kong di makalaban

dahil minsan mong iniwan

labis na nahhirapan

di na papayag na akoy iyong saktan na muli

at malimutan ang ating nakaraan

di mo ba naririnig pintig ng aking dibdib

lumalayo na sayo ang damdamin ko

because i have a lot to tell you

i couldn't tell them at all, ... anymore =(

-flood,ondoy,brownout, family, academics, work...

december avenue> keeps me alive...

links links links

from the tangles offfffffffff
my heart is crushed ahaha enough of singing....
- -
here are the links of the clips that we'll be using for the segment of tiger beat of which yours truly is the segment director ü

1. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b2Rea3Z2XJk UST vs ADMU match for final four sept 24
2. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_cANs4d7oSA UST SALINGGAWI UAAP CDC 2009
3. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=POWxuQxoazs UST vs DLSU BADMINTON

i don't know what happened next

because fate is so bipolar. I remember myself arriving home today and that was a while ago, can't stand on the same spot, agitated, can't concentrate, on a panic. And I've been this way since the semester. And like today, I am having a date with my computer with my eyes burning, brain nerves twisting, hands shaking? well not really but somewhere close and still stressed like a robot who don't know what happens next. i have lots of worries now really and i'm a bit thankful that by quarter to eleven, i've atleast accomplished some of it, i still got a lot of it hanging since most of my worries are for tomorrow such as our shoot for segment, nobody told me that directing is this hard, or maybe it is just me who is weak, then our thesis ongoing, and ahhh, at least the sem is almost over and i can smell december. i'm just so thankful that on and on i got you keeping me alive. i'll always ly. ü

You are my addcition! WAaaaaah!

I feel so afloat! waaaaaaaaaaaaaah! This can't be!!!

You know it's only you, you are my addiction

listening to : i'll be watching you by december ave XD

TO DO!!!!!

- encode letter for interview Filipino Thesis

-coordinate with groupmates

- internalize segment for tomorrow's shoot Tiger Beat Segment

- vendocine design for my cousin Ena

- Research for references, Experimental Psychology Paper 2

- Encode Psychology popup thoughts and to do's

- Consult team for formula

- Research youtube for socio comm avp

-coordinate with RE prod for manpower

waaaaa

lovely day ü

And I should have posted this many days ago, but I don't get much of the time, anyway, it's still applicable today cause it seems that everyday is such a lovely day. It's when you get the feeling you've been wanting, like to be with the one, the only one, that used to be just a dream. And it's extending. Never mind the stress and the pain of the day, cause just one smile from you makes my day, a very very very happy day. ü

september

i've been waiting for so long
to see you smile right back at me
from where you are
i've been waiting for so long
to see you smile right back at me
like i'm somebody special

partisan

over the fear

"Courage is not the absence of fear,
but rather shares the judgment
that something else is more important than fear."
-Ambrose Redmoon

and I'd like to quote my wonderful friend MYRA for sharing this in plurk.
Right when I feel so incompetent that for some time, I tried to face my fear with all my guts.
Happy tears. With open arms I take my consequences.

the daily journal

Hello guys! Another watery update from my liquidated mind! wha-what?! I don't even know what I'm saying now. I just want to boast what I consider ACHIEVEMENTS in my life for today.

First, YEHEY! The segment editing for this weeks prod is doing really really good. Though we didn't beat our record to have the one day editing.... we can make sure that we can finish it by tomorrow. I'm quite proud of us cause it is actually my first time in premiere and though I have a very little knowledge of it, we managed to survive with it, and learn new tricks from Goldwin also. I really am positive about this one, so Ganbatte T-FACTOR segment team! We can make it! Yehey

Second, SPANISH SCRIPTWRITING is worse than just SPANISH and SCRIPTWRITING cause it's spanish + scriptwriting... crosses fingers that there'd be no Psych classes tomorrow cause I swear my brain wants to retire for a sec especially on a nosebleed Saturday. Haay

The only thing worth exciting for by tomorrow is that it's my dear friend's 19th birthday!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FRANCES! can't wait for a surprise! I gotta bring my cam! ^_^

one by one

♫: use somebody paramore cover from kings of leon

flow copied from my plurk! ü

9:07pm - OMG I'll go crazy

9:21pm - OK! Let's do this one by one!

9:22pm- step 1 DL all necessary programs and clips..
1. converter (any video converter)
2.downloader (youtubedownloader)
3.clips (brillante mendoza c/o rated k or jessica soho)
4. sfx (not necessary but can be)

- step 1 check,proceed to next step (9:47 pm)

9:50pm - step 2 clean my usb! for storage of the soon converted files from dv

10:05pm- step 3! conversion!
- waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa (10:19pm)
- 50 % bananadance (10:26pm)
- done with the conversion...next step cutting!(10:32pm)

10:33pm - step 4 to cut or not to cut?
- Fran says at 10:41pm Cut~ Haha!
- can't cut pala ayaw gumana nung premiere ko huhuuhu (10:43pm)

10:47pm - step 5 my premiere isn't working so i'm not really cutting any video for tonight. save it for tomorrow... geez

caramel dansen

hooray! I finally finished my animation.
UWA-UWA-UWA :))

meet rougee

hi guys. i'd like you to meet ROUGEE, my newest hobby next to skittles... ^^
since i'm bored and can't think of anything good... i started playing luna online. hooray!

the daily journal

chocolate cake, rain, spaghetti, waffle, blogger, plurk, abduzeedo, eleap, hamster

all these makes my day... breakfast lunch and snack and computer. yeah you got it right, I've been facing the computer all day which is good cause even though the holiday was spent with another rehearsal, I did a less tiring job today. Actually I just served as a mock guest for one run, the other things I did today was like to plurk and fix my blog and stuff like that! so relaxing huh ü

for now, I'm just organizing my online world.. like setting my plurk account to public then private again, plurk layout, trying ABDUZEEDO, updating portfolio and stuff i called passion, half though cause I'm still preoccupied in half by academics! anyway, that's basically it. YAY

For the mean time, as resolutions to self... I'll see to it that I'll keep with my blogger, lurk on deviantart and stick with my new mottos in life... i you want to learn of them, please just do notice some changes in my bad habits and stuff. I'll behave now! ü

sunday morning

rain is falling....
♫: sunday morning - maroon5

yay! a rainy sunday morning to all. i'm pretty enthusiastic cause i'm sure that i can rest a bit today.

things to do:

• buy food/ wood shavings for SKITTLES :3
• laundry!
• assess class notes (i haven't rewrite any since day 1 of sem1 haha!)
• watch movie (mikee's mean girls probably, need to return it by tomorrow)
• more drawing and painting
• practice animation (plus)

yay!
tomorrow is a holiday! hooooray! but still... we need to meet for our tuesday's prod!
we're going to mikee's place... ü
have a nice day ya'all. gotta go to the pet shop by 11:30 ü

sept 3

it's a sunny rainy day today. but thank goodness that though the weather is so bipolar, we still managed to shoot what our team needed to shoot today which is man on the street. our talent, Jasmine ambushes random thomasians and asks them a question which is hardly understandable, but that's the plan. our team get mixed reactions from the different thomasians that we testes. YAY to that. we're going to move on tomorrow with a different attack for our segment.

also

today is the hamster day. it's the first time in my life to touch such creatures and i finally realized that I CAN DO IT, with a pair of gloves though ü but still, i can touch them now and the whole thing just keeps on getting me going for this is our major requirement in our experimental psychology..nyay!

tomorrow is my sister's birthday... what should i give her????

it's been a while

since I'd been on a HIATUS... fortunately I HAD THE TIME TONIGHT! ALRIGHT
i'm having a lot of contemplations lately but i fail to document them down since time isn't that friendly these days, as always, TV prod occupied everything of our senses and i've become tired of it really. I'm not against it, but it's just that it seems like I really run away to fins the space to breathe and grasp anything not related to it to atleast relax and calm my disturbed mind. anyway it seems like they realized it too, and now i believe that we could all move on and get everything back like the first fire... e-e-e-e- haha! ♫

i'll have a good sleep tonight, i kind of believe that, and that i can accomplish other things like to upload my pending art works and stuff, and study for something else and blah... my other lives


from ragna ü

orage: ditching work

and there are a lot else like the photographs which i fail to edit on photoshop because i have no time and the stories i made and a lot more... but i do believe it's still possible to be accomplished

btw there's this thing that i really want to blog about but i believe that this is not yet the time... so for the mean time, i'll just procrastinate again lolz ^_^