i don't know what happened next

because fate is so bipolar. I remember myself arriving home today and that was a while ago, can't stand on the same spot, agitated, can't concentrate, on a panic. And I've been this way since the semester. And like today, I am having a date with my computer with my eyes burning, brain nerves twisting, hands shaking? well not really but somewhere close and still stressed like a robot who don't know what happens next. i have lots of worries now really and i'm a bit thankful that by quarter to eleven, i've atleast accomplished some of it, i still got a lot of it hanging since most of my worries are for tomorrow such as our shoot for segment, nobody told me that directing is this hard, or maybe it is just me who is weak, then our thesis ongoing, and ahhh, at least the sem is almost over and i can smell december. i'm just so thankful that on and on i got you keeping me alive. i'll always ly. ü

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