lalalalive like were dying

certainly cause i really do... kaunti nalang woooo

ngayon at noon :D

smile though you're heart is breaking

you'll see that life is still worthwhile... if you just smile

that's right! cause there's more to life than this.

After crying, I realized that they're not worth the tears. And then I realized, they're not the only "thing" I'm busy dealing with. The things hidden on other things, taken for granted because of them, the bullshit that seeks for attention, that they're not even worthy of. And the other things were the much special things... better than any other... like MY SELF cause the person that needs most of my care, my concern... is no one else but me... well aside from my friends and family of course, who I can never ever say NO to... i love them, cause despite all this... my ups and downs and bipolarities and all... they're still there.

my heart was breaking.... cause I'm the type who is naturally good to others, situations make me worse.. and they made me so... they made a crack out of it... but i wont let that break me. It made me even stronger. bow

gusto ko umiyak...

Gustong gusto ko talaga umiyak. E ano kung sabihin nilang mahina ka, alam ba nila kung para saan ang luhang to?

kasawian sa buhay. sa trabaho. sa pagibig. sa buhay, iiyak mo... tapos... tawanan mo

wake me up when february ends

I failed to take notice of the time. February's been passing swiftly. I don't know if it's good or bad really. It sounds bad cause I dont really have the chance to embrace things as they pass me by and good in a way that the unpleasant things just happen and becomes a part of the past.

And now here I am with my randomness again. I missed the Internet a lot. I missed blogging a lot. I've been really pre-occupied lately by school works there are lots to do, and it's hard not having a computer at home but I really hope that you do understand how hard it's for me to be at our shop.

And now I'm having troubles yeah, it never ends... it is a friend. Yesterday that, a while ago that, and now this... raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah

And it's the first time I'm getting sick again. last night til today I'm so sick

I want to sleep but there are just lots to do :'(

Today is valentine's day, but I dont care so I drew something for the Chinese new year instead. Hands tremble sorry

pause by kjwan♪

I thought I didn't need you
Thought I could rule the world without you by my side
As the world bears down on my shoulders
I find the fear doesn't subside

Where have you been?
I've been so alone
I don't know how I've lasted this long

You said "The fires won't consume you, 
And in the rivers you won't drown"
I wish to pause this moment
'Cause as I cry I start to realize
What's missing was you

I need you
You give me strength
You take away my fear
There was a void in my heart that only you could fill

she's evil

and there's nothing I can do about that.

She feeds through my weakness and leeches my strength.

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

you don't know what a favor is? don't ask me favors if you

cannot adjust to my own terms. you're the one supposed

to compromise. don't tell me that you are this and you are that

its not worth boasting for. crap