smile though you're heart is breaking

you'll see that life is still worthwhile... if you just smile

that's right! cause there's more to life than this.

After crying, I realized that they're not worth the tears. And then I realized, they're not the only "thing" I'm busy dealing with. The things hidden on other things, taken for granted because of them, the bullshit that seeks for attention, that they're not even worthy of. And the other things were the much special things... better than any other... like MY SELF cause the person that needs most of my care, my concern... is no one else but me... well aside from my friends and family of course, who I can never ever say NO to... i love them, cause despite all this... my ups and downs and bipolarities and all... they're still there.

my heart was breaking.... cause I'm the type who is naturally good to others, situations make me worse.. and they made me so... they made a crack out of it... but i wont let that break me. It made me even stronger. bow