to do.*faints

Gloomy Sunday.
I'm not in the mood for anything. Just would like to lay back and sleep but I have to do this stuff...

1. Pax Central Lanyard
2. Literature Paper
3. Advertising Assignment
4. Radio Prod Assignment
5. Thesis Research
6. Miss AB poster
7. thinking.... buffering....

hello ^^

hi hello blogger. i'm officially back yey!

tumblr, you know how much i hate you, oops not you... the people around you. fine

okay second sem officially started just a while back, and hey. what a great day to start ahead

anime girls except the celebrant went to school early to buy her a gift. and oooo our window shopping is good, i'm having ideas on my costume for the paskuhan by now.

our second class isn't sure of who will be our prof yet so the admin announced that we could all go home early, the first class on the other hand which is theater arts dismissed us really early, so I'm hyper happy. instead, we went to quiapo to buy dvd's, and that was unplanned actually. great i now have the jet li collection for my dear brother and something for me, what about it? hiphop abs haha! goodluck to self. yay

and now i'm here blogging and embracing my net life as long as i still can... so far, i'll be visiting you regularly and you'll mean everything to me. you can catch me still in plurk and fb and deviantart though i'll be a little less active compared from earlier, and as for tumblr... i don't know. I dont feel quite famous, and I still have the grudge to ________

anyway too much for now, i have to check my farm now and rush home early so buhbye mwah

the deeper story + back to zero

are just several ways to closure

i'm currently at desk with the deeper story. wish me luck
next is back to zero. God send me your grace to these ü

Goodness I missed you Blogger!!! HUG*
though I don't really think I have a reader here, haha I still prefer this over tumblr for such serious matters like these two projects. awww... I'm having troubles really as to managing my sites now. :) I miss you, that's all for now

It's almost done

Yehey!

one down two more to go...
no! it's actually two down...
-GAN 2009

great! actually more than two down, like three or more four to go
yuh, like scriptwriting, spanish, expsych, and adver
so there's four
above all congratulations for everything
for passing the obstacles and bow

I'm so grateful for the stress(ings) and blessings I got for this semester
and I'm both hesitant and excited for this to get over

and I'm really moving back to tumblr!!!
for the meantime, catch my preparations in multiply for the blog
in the future, I'll be a better photoblogger there...

almost goodbye

thanks blogger I'll cherish you forever
but, I have to move on
back to
tumblr...
so long
http://theninaprim.tumblr.com
opens on nov 2009

rage.. .;<

it's alright if you fall from the balance beam
the floor is right beneath you

and you guys know who you are, my floor
thanks for understanding, despite my bipolarity
ILY! ILY! ILY! ♥

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I won't lie anymore, I don't really like this day. I need a bit of understanding now, cause even myself feels sorry for myself for being too stressed, like everyone else as they'll say but only me can really describe how I feel and no one else can. Maybe this overfatigue contributes to the lately massive tantrums and swings. It can't be helped most especially when somebody tries to tell you what you're against with, and so I ask, WHERE IS MY FREE WILL?in here. The day is really pissing, it'smy turn to RANT! I hate these, it wasn't supposed to be this. ARgH! Don't try me, cause you'll love me or hate me... BE NICE OR BE SORRY! savvy?!

apologeee

gomen ne!

for being so mean, selfcentered and moody. in other words sorry for being tired of always being the GOOD GIRL :(

missing you

one of my old faves.... missing you by alison krauss ♥
got reminded bec i played music challenge in face book

I ain't missing you at all

home sweeeeeet home ü

finally, my gaia home now built. ü

moment of silence is over

the little leisure I alloted for myself is just about to finish. I scanned my doodles from yesterday and I call that achievements. I edited a bit and uploaded them to where they're supposed to be pasted.

I also went to Manila earlier today for our play rehearsal and art meeting, and of course we had to rush home as early as possible to avoid the supertyphoon. The ambience in school is really different, no one is around and all the maintenance crew were busy cleaning up all those that were damaged last week. There were also volunteers that kept coming, makes my heart jump.ü

So much for the blahs...

my little moment of silence is almost over, now I have to concentrate on my studies. Here's the thesis that I always have to work on and the advertising campaign that we're currently uh.... have to work on

it's about 8. gotto go na and please give me grace

yesterday's to doooooo list

wasn't able to plurk online, manual na lang hehe

yesterday's rant

hmmmppfffttttttt grrrrrr

-raging Nina Prim

fly black hearts

notes from jasmine :)

dahil may photo sharing, parang nasa Pilipinas narin ang mga OFW kase nakikita nila talaga ung mga views sa Pilipinas

and ung blogs, chats, and forums enables them to interact with other OFWs and know more about watever watever..

nagugulo mundo ko pag iniisip ko ung socio comm exam natin e hehe di ko kase alam ang gagawin, campaign na tayo diba?? may brand ata na kailangan. sabi sakin ni ely ang gagawin nila rone ay add ng herbench na may mataba, may mapayat na model para "size does not matter" tapos naisip niya satin sa phone para link abroad.. pero nahihirapan ako mag-isip, sa femininity kase may pinoportray na ang babae dapat sexy, pero satin ano ba ang problem? hehe sorry di talaga ako makaisip

slump!

I hate myself for wanting to do so much today yet not being able to do anything today. I'm such a slump! I could have done something productive but I chose to lay back and it's really annoying! I promise that I should be starting and finishing everything tomorrow, by hook or by crook! I swear!

Now, I'm blogging this cause it feels so frustrating, also am reading literary stuff to fill my mind at least with sense, and also playing booty grab cause I seriously need gaia gold to fund up my own house.

I have to stay till closing today, damn! I have to deal with math again >.<

Catch you tomorrow! Kick me if needed! I seriously need to be productive tomorrow!

check92909

Good day ya'll though mine isn't really that good. Electricity has come back to our area yesterday afternoon but also went out by the night again. They say that some stupid folks threw "dahol", a flood snake, on the electric post so it exploded. Stupid people!!!. Another thing is that I felt bad since last night cause I had these colds and it makes me feel dizzy and drowsy, and also this morning I had a terrible condition, my stomach really aches, thank goodness it's not diarrhea. it all went well after the tea that mom made for me. At least I'm fine now, thanks to the good conversation with Zel ♥ and now I have to move on with the things I really got to deal with despite of the extended class suspension over the metro. Minus one, that's Tiger Beat segment. I trust Vince a lot and I know he can make it. Filipino thesis and SocioComm are my other worries. That's why I can't really call this break a resting period. Though sometimes I really think I'm overdoing things and I'm really the one who's causing my own pressure, but I think this motto is really what is best, and not just laying back and then cramming at the last minute of earth.

For now, I have to prioritize the pegs that I have to do for our SocioComm video, if my memory serves me well, these are the exact stuff that I have to work on
- download ofw videos
- png cloud, S,M,L high res
- download Alladin, muscled jpg
- text : 1. UY
2. UY
3. PSST
4. HUH
5. HMMM
and others that will serve as helpful overlays for our video

Hmmm, so when shall I start with this... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
I wantto build my house in gaia now... oh no!!!!

catch you again yo!!!!!!!!!!!

dahan

inspired by DAHAN-December Avenue

Di na muling luluha

di na pipilitin pang ikaw ay aking ibigin

hanggang sa walang hanggan

di na makikinig ang isip ko'y lito

malaman mo sanang ikaw ang iniibig ko

at kung hindi man para sa atin

ang inalay mong pag-ibig

ay di narin aasa pa

na muling mahahagkan

dahan dahan mong bitawan

puso kong di makalaban

dahil minsan mong iniwan

labis na nahhirapan

di na papayag na akoy iyong saktan na muli

at malimutan ang ating nakaraan

di mo ba naririnig pintig ng aking dibdib

lumalayo na sayo ang damdamin ko

because i have a lot to tell you

i couldn't tell them at all, ... anymore =(

-flood,ondoy,brownout, family, academics, work...

december avenue> keeps me alive...

links links links

from the tangles offfffffffff
my heart is crushed ahaha enough of singing....
- -
here are the links of the clips that we'll be using for the segment of tiger beat of which yours truly is the segment director ü

1. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b2Rea3Z2XJk UST vs ADMU match for final four sept 24
2. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_cANs4d7oSA UST SALINGGAWI UAAP CDC 2009
3. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=POWxuQxoazs UST vs DLSU BADMINTON

i don't know what happened next

because fate is so bipolar. I remember myself arriving home today and that was a while ago, can't stand on the same spot, agitated, can't concentrate, on a panic. And I've been this way since the semester. And like today, I am having a date with my computer with my eyes burning, brain nerves twisting, hands shaking? well not really but somewhere close and still stressed like a robot who don't know what happens next. i have lots of worries now really and i'm a bit thankful that by quarter to eleven, i've atleast accomplished some of it, i still got a lot of it hanging since most of my worries are for tomorrow such as our shoot for segment, nobody told me that directing is this hard, or maybe it is just me who is weak, then our thesis ongoing, and ahhh, at least the sem is almost over and i can smell december. i'm just so thankful that on and on i got you keeping me alive. i'll always ly. ü

You are my addcition! WAaaaaah!

I feel so afloat! waaaaaaaaaaaaaah! This can't be!!!

You know it's only you, you are my addiction

listening to : i'll be watching you by december ave XD

TO DO!!!!!

- encode letter for interview Filipino Thesis

-coordinate with groupmates

- internalize segment for tomorrow's shoot Tiger Beat Segment

- vendocine design for my cousin Ena

- Research for references, Experimental Psychology Paper 2

- Encode Psychology popup thoughts and to do's

- Consult team for formula

- Research youtube for socio comm avp

-coordinate with RE prod for manpower

waaaaa

lovely day ü

And I should have posted this many days ago, but I don't get much of the time, anyway, it's still applicable today cause it seems that everyday is such a lovely day. It's when you get the feeling you've been wanting, like to be with the one, the only one, that used to be just a dream. And it's extending. Never mind the stress and the pain of the day, cause just one smile from you makes my day, a very very very happy day. ü

september

i've been waiting for so long
to see you smile right back at me
from where you are
i've been waiting for so long
to see you smile right back at me
like i'm somebody special

partisan

over the fear

"Courage is not the absence of fear,
but rather shares the judgment
that something else is more important than fear."
-Ambrose Redmoon

and I'd like to quote my wonderful friend MYRA for sharing this in plurk.
Right when I feel so incompetent that for some time, I tried to face my fear with all my guts.
Happy tears. With open arms I take my consequences.

the daily journal

Hello guys! Another watery update from my liquidated mind! wha-what?! I don't even know what I'm saying now. I just want to boast what I consider ACHIEVEMENTS in my life for today.

First, YEHEY! The segment editing for this weeks prod is doing really really good. Though we didn't beat our record to have the one day editing.... we can make sure that we can finish it by tomorrow. I'm quite proud of us cause it is actually my first time in premiere and though I have a very little knowledge of it, we managed to survive with it, and learn new tricks from Goldwin also. I really am positive about this one, so Ganbatte T-FACTOR segment team! We can make it! Yehey

Second, SPANISH SCRIPTWRITING is worse than just SPANISH and SCRIPTWRITING cause it's spanish + scriptwriting... crosses fingers that there'd be no Psych classes tomorrow cause I swear my brain wants to retire for a sec especially on a nosebleed Saturday. Haay

The only thing worth exciting for by tomorrow is that it's my dear friend's 19th birthday!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FRANCES! can't wait for a surprise! I gotta bring my cam! ^_^

one by one

♫: use somebody paramore cover from kings of leon

flow copied from my plurk! ü

9:07pm - OMG I'll go crazy

9:21pm - OK! Let's do this one by one!

9:22pm- step 1 DL all necessary programs and clips..
1. converter (any video converter)
2.downloader (youtubedownloader)
3.clips (brillante mendoza c/o rated k or jessica soho)
4. sfx (not necessary but can be)

- step 1 check,proceed to next step (9:47 pm)

9:50pm - step 2 clean my usb! for storage of the soon converted files from dv

10:05pm- step 3! conversion!
- waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa (10:19pm)
- 50 % bananadance (10:26pm)
- done with the conversion...next step cutting!(10:32pm)

10:33pm - step 4 to cut or not to cut?
- Fran says at 10:41pm Cut~ Haha!
- can't cut pala ayaw gumana nung premiere ko huhuuhu (10:43pm)

10:47pm - step 5 my premiere isn't working so i'm not really cutting any video for tonight. save it for tomorrow... geez

caramel dansen

hooray! I finally finished my animation.
UWA-UWA-UWA :))

meet rougee

hi guys. i'd like you to meet ROUGEE, my newest hobby next to skittles... ^^
since i'm bored and can't think of anything good... i started playing luna online. hooray!

the daily journal

chocolate cake, rain, spaghetti, waffle, blogger, plurk, abduzeedo, eleap, hamster

all these makes my day... breakfast lunch and snack and computer. yeah you got it right, I've been facing the computer all day which is good cause even though the holiday was spent with another rehearsal, I did a less tiring job today. Actually I just served as a mock guest for one run, the other things I did today was like to plurk and fix my blog and stuff like that! so relaxing huh ü

for now, I'm just organizing my online world.. like setting my plurk account to public then private again, plurk layout, trying ABDUZEEDO, updating portfolio and stuff i called passion, half though cause I'm still preoccupied in half by academics! anyway, that's basically it. YAY

For the mean time, as resolutions to self... I'll see to it that I'll keep with my blogger, lurk on deviantart and stick with my new mottos in life... i you want to learn of them, please just do notice some changes in my bad habits and stuff. I'll behave now! ü

sunday morning

rain is falling....
♫: sunday morning - maroon5

yay! a rainy sunday morning to all. i'm pretty enthusiastic cause i'm sure that i can rest a bit today.

things to do:

• buy food/ wood shavings for SKITTLES :3
• laundry!
• assess class notes (i haven't rewrite any since day 1 of sem1 haha!)
• watch movie (mikee's mean girls probably, need to return it by tomorrow)
• more drawing and painting
• practice animation (plus)

yay!
tomorrow is a holiday! hooooray! but still... we need to meet for our tuesday's prod!
we're going to mikee's place... ü
have a nice day ya'all. gotta go to the pet shop by 11:30 ü

sept 3

it's a sunny rainy day today. but thank goodness that though the weather is so bipolar, we still managed to shoot what our team needed to shoot today which is man on the street. our talent, Jasmine ambushes random thomasians and asks them a question which is hardly understandable, but that's the plan. our team get mixed reactions from the different thomasians that we testes. YAY to that. we're going to move on tomorrow with a different attack for our segment.

also

today is the hamster day. it's the first time in my life to touch such creatures and i finally realized that I CAN DO IT, with a pair of gloves though ü but still, i can touch them now and the whole thing just keeps on getting me going for this is our major requirement in our experimental psychology..nyay!

tomorrow is my sister's birthday... what should i give her????

it's been a while

since I'd been on a HIATUS... fortunately I HAD THE TIME TONIGHT! ALRIGHT
i'm having a lot of contemplations lately but i fail to document them down since time isn't that friendly these days, as always, TV prod occupied everything of our senses and i've become tired of it really. I'm not against it, but it's just that it seems like I really run away to fins the space to breathe and grasp anything not related to it to atleast relax and calm my disturbed mind. anyway it seems like they realized it too, and now i believe that we could all move on and get everything back like the first fire... e-e-e-e- haha! ♫

i'll have a good sleep tonight, i kind of believe that, and that i can accomplish other things like to upload my pending art works and stuff, and study for something else and blah... my other lives


from ragna ü

orage: ditching work

and there are a lot else like the photographs which i fail to edit on photoshop because i have no time and the stories i made and a lot more... but i do believe it's still possible to be accomplished

btw there's this thing that i really want to blog about but i believe that this is not yet the time... so for the mean time, i'll just procrastinate again lolz ^_^

alter bridge=open their eyes

just suddenly this haunts me, probably because of Tammy ü
anyway this band came out after the disbandment of CREED
anyway i crush the vocalist here ayiiii ♥

O' star

I'll never get over this
The star came down to give me its kiss
Oh the moment of eternal bliss
Oh i couldn't ask for anything else than this

August brings the happiest tears
I'll never forget this time of the year
And nothing else shall I fear
That I have hold you so near

I'll never get over this
The star came down and shed its light upon me
From the smile that used to be way million miles from me
Starlight O' let your warmth and light stay with me please

*
from the starlight series. ^_^ this entry is made almost after a year hooray!!!
august 25, 2009. nina don't forget about it ♥

sunday sick leave

A happy sunday to all.... :(

I can't make it to our meeting today because I still feel terrible because of this fever thingy, though my fever's already gone down... I still experience headaches and of course the never ending difficulty in breathing, and oh! plus the phlegm, the super massive one. yummmmy!

ok so much for my gross description of how i literally am... i really feel so exhausted and i haven't started anything today. i'm supposed to be taking a rest but i know that it won't do me any good, i can't let time pass by and leave my activities behind, it has to go on also... like me. and so here i am in front of the computer, with eyes burning. i can't start my reaction paper for literature... what the hell is wrong with my brains... omf blah

right now all i wanna do is pause for a while and look away and breathe
but i can't, i'm worrying too much for the others especially jasmine, our segment editor
it feels so bad that i can't join them today to think that i am their segment scriptwriter. though they said it'll be okay and i need to get well and rest... i really feel so guilty...

floating

got back from our class outing at antipolo... and i feel like floating. i havent drunk alcohol but it seems like there's no difference with our situation now. all of this that i'm feeling is because i'm so sick. i have cough and colds and headache. FEVER! but i nevertreatedfever asfever so I'll be going to school tomorrow still, and we need to shoot our segment.... aw. night

pinked

why look away, when i know you're somewhere close from me.. really! ♥

how do you know that you love/like someone? ...
it's when he's all you think about...
especially when he's gone haha ^_______^

apples

just got home from set-making and watching the play "apples in the dessert" in ccp. the guy is hotness! i love his voice!!! i wanna find a dubi!!!

got nothing really to say. just for the sake of a post...

what really happened today...
i tripped up the stairs, got a wound from it on my right arms... tsk
i cut my fingers with the cutter during our set -making.... aw
i broke my shoes... so i have to buy a new one..... demn, i'm so broke

thats it! i have to go now! ^_^

the one that got away by mark macapagal

In your life, you’ll make note of a lot of people. Ones with whom you shared something special, ones who will always mean something. There’s the one you first kissed, the one you first loved, the one you lost your virginity to, the one you put on a pedestal, the one you’re with…and the one that got away.

Who is the one that got away? I guess it’s that person with who everything was great, everything was perfect, but the timing was just wrong. There was no fault in the person, there was no flaw in the chemistry, but the cards just didn’t fall the right way, I suppose.

I believe in the fact that ending up with someone, finding a longtime partner that is, does not lie merely in the other person. I can actually argue that an equal part, or maybe even the greater part, has to do with the matter of timing. It has to do with you being ready to settle down and commit to someone in a way that goes beyond the little niceties of giddy romance.

How often have you gone through it without even realizing it? When you’re not ready to commit in that mature manner, it doesn’t matter who you’re with, it just doesn’t work. Small problems become big; inconsequentials become dealbreakers simply because you’re not ready and it shows. It’s not that you and the person you’re with are no good; it’s just that it’s not yet right, and little things become the flashpoint of that fact.

Then one day you’re ready. You really are. And when this happens you’ll be ready to settle down with someone. He or she may not be the most perfect, they might not be the brightest star of romance to ever have burned in your life, but it’ll work because you’re ready. It’ll work because it’s the right time and you’ll make it work. And it’ll make sense, it really will.

So that day comes when you’re finally making sense of things, and you find yourself to be a different person. Things are different, your approach is different, you finally understand who you are and what you want, and you’ve become ready because the time has truly arrived. And mind you, there’s no telling when this day will come. Hopefully you’re single but you could be in a long-term relationship, you could be married with three kids, it doesn’t matter. All you know is that you’ve changed, and for some reason, the one that got away, is the first person you think about.

You’ll think about them because you’ll wonder, “What if they were here today?” You’ll wonder, “What if we were together now, with me as I am and not as I was?” That’s what the one that got away is. The biggest “What if?” you’ll have in your life.

If you’re married, you’ll just have to accept the fact that the one that got away, got away. Believe me, no matter how fairy tale you think your marriage is, this can happen to the best of us. But hopefully you’re mature enough to realize that you’re already with the one you’re with and this is just another test of your commitment, one which will just strengthen your marriage when you get past it. Sure, you’ll think about him/her every so often, but it’s alright. It’s never nice to live with a “might have been,” but it happens.

Maybe the one that got away is the one who’s already married. In which case it’s the same thing. You just have to accept and know that your memories of that person will probably bring a nice little smile to your lips in the future when you’re old and gray and reminiscing.

But if neither of that is the case, then it’s different. What do you do if it’s not yet too late? Simple…find him, find her. Because the very existence of a “one that got away” means that you’ll always wonder, what if you got that one?

Ask him out to coffee, ask her out to a movie, it doesn’t matter if you’ve dropped in from out of nowhere. You’d be surprised, you just might be “the one that got away” as well for the person who is your “the one that got away.”

You might drop in from out of nowhere and it won’t make a difference. If the timing is finally right, it’ll all just fall into place somehow and you know, I’m thinking, it would be a great feeling, in the end, to be able to say to someone, “Hey you, you’re the one that almost got away.”

end

you are not alone

VENTING!
_________________________________
there are eight billion people in the world
you are not alone
you are not special and
you are too insensitive
but you are also being too insensitive
with what you say and do
if you think this is your world, well
there are eight billion others
who thinks of the same thing
so think of them too
and how they feel
with what you say and do
cause if you can't stand them
maybe they can't stand you more
just you
so remember that you are not alone
there are eight billion people in this world
who have lives that make them special too
and not only you...

isang kanta

i made a song. YAY! not yet through though... still lacks musical accompaniment and final rhythm, pending commission with PATTY ü

enjy this first as a prose ok?!
no stealing please... and read previous entry for the related blog
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ang pait lilipas din
malunod ng alat ng luha
na lumipas din
tinuyo ng araw ng
bagong umagang dumating

at ang nakaraan
mananatili na lang
di na aasahan pa na magbabalik
kahit pa sa panaginip

ano mang lalim
ng yong paghimbing at minimithi
hihipan yan ng hangin
ika'y matatauhan din

kung kailan nagbabalik
bumitiw na'ng kapit
wala na an pag-asa na
sagipin ang mga nagdaan
(ulitin ang nasimulan)

at ang nakaraan
mananatili na lang
di na umaasa na magbabalik
kahit sa panaginip

isang araw ka'y magigising
nandyan pa'ng alaala
ang damdami'y ubos na
nandiyan pang alaala
ngunit mauubos din
wala ng pait at alat
lumipas na
buhat ng magising
isang umaga

close encounters of the 3rd kind

right when i thought and spoke out that I think I'll never be able to see you again, I saw you... at an unexpected moment, an unexpected place, at an unexpected phase of my life. I'm so graced to see you and that I was given the courage to call you, and look at you and speak to you, the things I wish I could do If I'd be given a chance just to see you... and it all came true, right when I saw you.

I just hope that you did not get me wrong that moment cause I knew I'd been freaking out, stunned right after we parted. But honestly, I'm true as to what I've said before this day happened, that even if I see you again, I have already lost hopes on en everything I thought we could have been before. I just woke up one day thinking of this and it feels so great to be moving forward with life, after all, I already got what I have asked for since the first time we severed, like to have you back in this life, even if not as the more than friends but as the occasional friend or probably a stranger who i can co-exist in this big world of conspiracies and collide at the times that fate would be wishing.

Everything's changed. Nothing's changed! I'll never forget you and regret a single thing. Cause once there was a beautiful thing that kept me alive on the coldest and darkest nights. The kind of thing that did not physically lasted but continues to live in the heart for infinity, that has left inspirations, traumas and lessons and above all, a better and stronger me. So thank you.

i wish

i could write everything down, the way it popped out from my mind the very first time... the exact goodness from the first time cause i try to blog it after wards, but then the momentum was gone..

august 2009 art! smile and melt

another long day

cause a lot happened today really.
a shout out to all who are celebrating their birthdays today!
i know a number of people weeeee
including my dear PATTY and ASHLEY and cousin JONG and uncle ROMY
and a lot like my sister's co pt in makati

btw special thanks to all who shared their blessings
PATTY and kuya ROMY
*burp! ^_^

ghost writing

kumusta ka na aking sinta
hindi ko maipinta
anong luksa nadarama
buhat ng lumisan ka
ngunit ding hindi matatanggi
ngiting minsa'y iyong dinampi
sa aking labi di mababawi
at gabi gabi umaasa pa sa iyong pag uwi
sa aking piling gaya ng minsang sandaling
ang habang buhay ay dumapo
sa buhay kong ito, isang anghel

- -
an ambush poem that i made for my cousin Mike ü

papers for breakfast lunch snacks and dinner

yes i mean it, that i want papers! i really love papers cause i use them in scribbling and doodling but NOT NOW! i have a gazillion piled sheets to study and stuff.... nooooooooooooooooooooooo

pray it won't fade away

let me keep you... oh fire

the long day :3

• Mood: Relief
• Listening to: crush crush crush

<sub>tenten i got a lot to say to you... i got a lot to say
(tune: crush crush crush by paramore ^^)

yeah that's right, it's just that my life has been becoming so fast phased recently and i can't seem to detail everything down now... i'll try my best though haha

i've been thinking of a lot of things really, though i have already let go of some of the things that i am also supposed to be thinking of, and the week had been really an epitome of purgatory, waiting for the judgment day and stuff like that and that is the reason why i feel so happy that our second prod went quite well today. i no longer have to worry about my set design and stuff, no more guilt of coercing my team mates to work for my(our) set and no more thinking of how to do the ingress on tuesday cause it did already happenned this morning and it went okay and i really would like to thank everyone in the team for helping me out in the set and making everything possible... i don't know if i'll ever be a production designer again but i swear that i really enjoyed this once in a lifetime experience, and by the way, i also would like to thank this production set for the remembrance that it gave me weeeeeeeeee, i had a cut on my forefinger and that means i can't draw seriously lately, and it's a bit saddening why do i have to lose my hand at this time when we get a little bit of freedom... another big thanks for the super holiday filled week. this week, we won't be stressed too much... hopefully *crossesfingers.

sorry for the rant like detail of my tv rod experiences but it is just normal haha
the long day.... yey!
me and my friends went to QUIAPO today and we shopped all the way tp reduce stress and blah haha... we bought dvds and other cheap finds around and it feels so great. we can't wait for our next teambuilding as we call it haha!

btw, me and maya are also planning of a jamming slash sleepover slash animating project one of these days and i can't wait for that!!! and as well as the many other things that i have in mind and wishes to accomplish!!! raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

yet one of the greatest things now, is that i don't have to wake up early tomorrow! yay!
it's actually a special holiday tomorrow but i have to meet with my RE family to have the conference for our next prod... atleast i won't wake up because of an alarm clock... that would be fine!

i'll have SLEEP yey!
and please....more tofi luk and quaker oats cookiesssssssssssssssss
keep me ALIVE!!!</sub>

over

the fighting is over now-urbandub

una semestra

junio y julio

before everything called stress

memoirs

from the chest... memories of my youth and artistic days

(FIRST PHOTOSHOP WORK EVER
so noob at grade 4 or 5? i can't even remember
i just opened the program and made something the way of the MS PAINT haha,
atleast i was able to discover the leaves and the grass at that time... good thing i had it printed that time... kiddo dayys haha)

art made when i was in 4th yr hs. ü
pupil fan girling...

that's what you get when you let your heart win

• Mood: Daily Needs
• Listening to: mariah carey playlist

<sub>wooooooooooooooooooaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

hai! got a very positive entry for now cause i have a better word processing mind compared to my previous... anyway the highlights for today are:

a. i think i had it right when i said that "i got a feeling that tonight's gonna be a goodnight"
yayayaay!!! 100 % yay! ^^

after a tiring day that started around 7 am for the prod set, then a mock show by 8, set design again and everything for USTrip(our first show for our 8 episode tv prod), isn't it so nice to find your favorite band performing... that's why i'm really happy cause i get to watch them for free, yes that's KOSKEE my mehn!!! rawr!!! ^_^ i really really love MIGGY!!!

b. cause we had great food a while ago while doing our set. special thanks a lot for the krispy creme and baked mac, and also the other day, i'm very thankful because we also had the chance to eat at the e-radio launch of our university,

by the way segue... here's the link of my article for tomasinoweb, UST Tiger Radio Now Signing On

c. cause i get to see my inspiration a lot of times lately... i recall that's it's the sme time last year when i first had note of him...nyahhaa uaap!!! ^^

d. Detox Max!!! listen to Mariah Carey!!!!

I still can't get over chicosci(koskee) esp when miggy joined our pep squad play the beats for our university's cheers ^^ and when they played poker face by lady gaga and that's what you get by paramore merged in their song seven black roses... sorry i'm fangirling here XD

hyperhappy!!! hope this mood stretches forever and ever ^_^</sub>

bipolar

got the case of a love bipolar
hot&cold by katy perry

cause i've been too moody recently... i guess i need to apply a better form of anger management and understanding as to what's happening around me. TAKE NOTE OF THIS!!!ü

Dear blogger... It's a bit saddening that right when i finally found the passion to be with you again, then came the hindrances of us being together. I want to use blogger as my voicing out but too much thinking while on school/work and stuff drains my energy that i no longer contain once i face the computer!!! awwww... i need blogging to detoxify my mind.... argh. I can't find the right words now....when i come back i promise I'll have a better part ü jaaaa for now.

where to start

hi! i'm back! so blogger please give me a hug!

tsada! i won't do anymore intro... anyway, i'm here to spam ü
i decided to leave tumblr cause i feel so irritated with it... sorry but that's how i perceive it as of now... there may be thefts and all... so i'll be here and in multi but i don't want to spam much in multi so i'm here hehe

right now i have so many things to do...
but i don't know where to begin.... nyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar