I can touch the stars!
We'll touch all the lost stars
overdue art collaboration with
line art by: anonymous00admirer
color by:
/me ü
We'll touch all the lost stars
overdue art collaboration with
line art by: anonymous00admirer
color by:
/me ü
a broken heart: on not waiting for the opportunity, making it rather!
Sometimes in life, you'll get this feeling of badly wanting something that you're willing to do anything to have it ... but then there's always these set of obstacles that keeps you from getting that something. They told you to wait, because there'll be a better opportunity someday. But till when? How long am I going to wait??? ... I've waited long enough, this may be the better opportunity. But then again, too many things hold this torn heart of mine back. Like waiting for the much better opportunity, when I get to save up for the better brand. Right when I've fully decided on settling with the not so expensive (still not cheap) brand. I thought that it'd be okay since I'm just a beginner. I should stop worrying about how long will it last with me, cause I've always used the other decision and in the end what? I still haven't achieved any of those dreams, like the guitar, that I shouldn't buy the low class slash cheap thousand bucks worth guitar because it won't last long, and now, I shouldn't buy a low class slash cheap drawing tablet cause it won't last long either. But what can I do when these are the only things that I can afford since I'm not yet earning, isn't it understandable that it'll be okay to have these things with my semi-owned money(since it still came from allowance) though cheap but at least I have these heart for buying it and good intentions as well and the sincerity to save for it. I'll wait for a day or two... I understand your point don't get me wrong. I'm just fighting for my hardheadedness this time, cause I can't wait, cause I think thatthere's nothing really to wait for... so why not MAKE THE OPPORTUNITY? rather than WAIT FOR IT
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| tabbie... |
treason D:
Gomen ne blogger, I feel like I'm committing a crime that I'm spending more time on tumblr lately... Blame Hello Kitty please!!! Argh No...
Page One is in hiatus.. though I've been poetic recently...
I made something for the sun... cause I still and will always love him
what else...
tablet oh tablet, you're breaking my heart, I need to have you now!
And oh! I have to make a video, as soon as possible... working on it.
This is a crap blog, and I'll be on a diet starting tomorrow.
I'll be working out twice a day.
God give me grace :D
Page One is in hiatus.. though I've been poetic recently...
I made something for the sun... cause I still and will always love him
what else...
tablet oh tablet, you're breaking my heart, I need to have you now!
And oh! I have to make a video, as soon as possible... working on it.
This is a crap blog, and I'll be on a diet starting tomorrow.
I'll be working out twice a day.
God give me grace :D
belly for the belly :3
Balamban Liempo
a special dish cooked by Dad on a Saturday night since we’re all home
how to make it? hmmm
thank you market manila :D
I kissed my grandfather for the last time today
I received Michael's call past 2:00 in the midnight of May 27.
I saw flashes of light and heard whispers of thunder
And then came memories streaming like fishes each taken away by the current
Each trying to say little things to me
Like how he spoke to me of love and life lessons
I'll miss the man waking up at four in the morning to polish the marble floors,
The man sweeping the street of Rivera,
The man fetching the ordered pandesal from the panaderia,
The man opening the locks of the pawnshop,
The man bringing us baon or
fetching me and my cousin Ena when the tide is high and we couldn't get home for lunch,
The man waiting at the terrace tirelessly waving with that smile each time I come and go from that house...
And now you're in the arms of the Father
And all these would be things that we'll all cherish forever
Thank you for everything Tatay Ote
We'll take care of Nanay Maura
And I'll take care of your son, my father too
We love you, We'll miss you
In memory, we'll always be with you
Para sa paburito kong lolo... si Lolo Ote :D
I saw flashes of light and heard whispers of thunder
And then came memories streaming like fishes each taken away by the current
Each trying to say little things to me
Like how he spoke to me of love and life lessons
I'll miss the man waking up at four in the morning to polish the marble floors,
The man sweeping the street of Rivera,
The man fetching the ordered pandesal from the panaderia,
The man opening the locks of the pawnshop,
The man bringing us baon or
fetching me and my cousin Ena when the tide is high and we couldn't get home for lunch,
The man waiting at the terrace tirelessly waving with that smile each time I come and go from that house...
And now you're in the arms of the Father
And all these would be things that we'll all cherish forever
Thank you for everything Tatay Ote
We'll take care of Nanay Maura
And I'll take care of your son, my father too
We love you, We'll miss you
In memory, we'll always be with you
Para sa paburito kong lolo... si Lolo Ote :D
i'll try to be poetic again
because I love how words can make the world go round and take the minds and hearts of a million people and more into different worlds. And so, I could say but still hide my feelings for someone...
anyway, our schedule for next sem came out already.... zeeeeeee
hoorah adios 9 pm dismissals ^_^
anyway, our schedule for next sem came out already.... zeeeeeee
hoorah adios 9 pm dismissals ^_^
tonight
♫ use somebody paramore version
For tonight's blog... I'm so random again. Why? Cause still. there's just too much I'd want to talk about but I can't put them properly yet. If I let go of this opportunity tonight, the thoughts would fly away... so please just bear with the chaotic manner of points here.
First of, I'm so happy today!!! it's actually my first time to observe on a studio shoot for a commercial. i'll keep my mouth shut since we can't talk about it yet as well as upload the photos but overall, it was very fun.
Next thing, I've thought about Aleli's advice on my way home about buying a drawing tablet from the allowance that we received from the company. i think she have a point and i realized that it's better to see my juice' fruit in a tablet than let it be gone for something perishable. at least, the tablet will be my friend until forever... so I'll be buying a tablet within the week.
Another thing, the silence issue. It's been a while since I promised myself to keep from telling about every detail of my life to the people around me. It's not that I don't trust them, I just think that I've been so outspoken that I'm losing privacy, even in thoughts. I also think that it'll be helpful too if I process thoughts first alone and try to fully understand things before conversing about it. In this way, I can develop my processing abilities and avoid adoption of a friends' point of view. I hope I'm making a point here, but I'm really practicing it now. :)
One more thing, Jealousy won't take me anywhere but down. Yeah right, I like this someone, (refer to previous paragraph) and I hate it cause I'm now giving every detail a meaning. It's wrong I know but to at least give light to the issue, I'm allowing myself to feel all these cause I think that if I let myself do this, I'll be able to consume the emotions and be able to get over it through time cause if I hide it, it might lead to something else that I won't be able to control anymore. But I'm not really jealous at all times, I'm rather happy for being just blessed. I have all the reasons to feel this for you. ♫ Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are, I couldn't help it... it's all your fault♫ just like that. I don't know what to say anymore :)) but I want to make something for you...
And the last thing(no there's actually a lot more, my eyes are just begging for sleep now) I want to be slim!!! Sounds like a fantasy but yeah, if some people can, why can't I? I'll be more religious in my workout!!! starting... next week? hahaha
*goodnight. :)
But you're just a boy, anyway... what I'm looking for is a man.
Sometimes, you'll just realize that suddenly, it's about time to wake up.
After three months(at last?), I found out that you weren't worth that exception. Anyway, I'm tired of always thinking for you, compromising for you, all the while, it's always been about you. I'm really glad I have helped you and I guess that's all we can get in to. I just want to tell you that I'm not worthy enough to just be someone you'll remember when you're in pain and in need. I'm glad we're through that stage of getting to know you, and now I knew you, thank you.
You're just a boy...not the man, who'll appreciate me,and knows my worth. I'm looking for a man.
solitude
Once in a while, I get this feeling of being sad. Yeah, I get this feeling usually but what's so unusual about now is that I felt this tonight. It used to be on Sunday mornings, after mass. But I'm feeling it now. Probably because I'm alone, and I'm going to be alone tomorrow morning since my sister, who I usually get to travel in the morning everyday isn't home yet from their weekend's trip in Daet, and I heard that my other sister's going to Brazil for a long time, her company is sending her there. It makes me sad but I know I'll have to be used to this feeling since we're all grown ups now and one of these days we'll eventually be apart from each other. Maybe what makes me more sad as of the moment is because there are some things that were left hanging and it's really bothering me though I'm not really the one involved. It hurts because I love them all. I'll just pray.
D:
I made an entry but halfway I pressed control and A and deleted all of it :(
I just can't consolidate my thoughts now. Gomen Ne D:
chilling in the morning
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| with ftmfw-mates yosh and aleli <3 |
Before the busy day just let me introduce my wonderful FTMFW-mates. FTMFW by the way is the name of our agency, stands for FOR THE MOTHER FUCKING WIN. If you'll ask why, we got this from Sir Brian. It's one of our greatest AHA moments. :)) But I'm alone as of the moment because they went to the office of the client for the online presentation of their campaign for a potato chip brand. Just chillin' I'll be starting in a while.
it's been a while
I'm supposed to be waking up by now but I haven't been in bed since I got home from work. Yeah. No matter how tempted I am, I resisted the bed so I could at least finish our story board for the TVC. I edited two story boards starting 11:00 pm since I got home at past ten, then finished around 5:00 am>.< And I'm having a headache now but I don't want to be absent from work maybe I'll just try to nap a bit and go to work though a bit late, anyway I'm always early so it might not matter... Pizzzawt XD
P.S.
I've got so much to say, SOON
but thank you and I love you LORD ü
P.S.
I've got so much to say, SOON
but thank you and I love you LORD ü
Sunday morning blues
I miss the old times, on how Sundays was like, when we were younger, we'd go to mass and then to the market and then mother would cook lunch for all of us while father would watch his lazy Sunday agri-business shows, brother would be playing computer games, sister would read pocket books and my other sister would be chatting with her friends over the phone and I would draw and write whatever i wanted. I miss the lovely old times, cause it's just so different from now. Like millions of light years apart. We never get to be altogether at all anymore.
I'm at EG now and I have to do stuff, but I just can't start working on an assignment yet cause I'm not yet in the mood and I felt like I wanted to rant here cause I missed doing this too. Haven't ranted much lately. But I really wish I could get over this morning blue cause I really need to accomplish my task. It's a must!!!
I'm at EG now and I have to do stuff, but I just can't start working on an assignment yet cause I'm not yet in the mood and I felt like I wanted to rant here cause I missed doing this too. Haven't ranted much lately. But I really wish I could get over this morning blue cause I really need to accomplish my task. It's a must!!!
♥ Super Weekend :)
From CJ WEEK 3: The Weekend :)
For now, let me just do the talking cause there aren't any visuals(doodles) available yet. The previous week went pretty fast, probably since It came from the long weekend and the aura in the office feels really different because our bosses went out of town. Started in the accounts department with our wonderful boss Sir Louie with Aleli, got the chance to meet DJs Mo and Grace Lee at Magic.
First try to go elsewhere after work and Trinoma was the place to be.
Krispy Kreme with Odie
Kjwan performs PAUSE. ♥Boogie Romero. ♥♥♥Marc Abaya
SATURDAY!!! :)
Went out with sisters to pig out! Kidding :)) Accompanied sis to buy new phone, they treated me everything since I don't get paid yet. First stop... Five Cows
And pigged out again at Bubble Tea Nom Nom Nom :P
Next Stop: LOLA's PLACE. HAPPY MOTHER's DAY!!! :)
dinner with the family
Tito Benny's post birthday and Bambi's graduation celebration at Escolta, Manila Pen. Too bad some of our dear cousins weren't able to come because of their work... so I ate their part instead :P
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| I had kani salad, potato salad, makki, tamago, and raw salmon, this is just the first round. I ate steak and steamed vegetables, and a lot more. And also had several sweets for dessert and how can I forget about the dragon fruit? I love the oreo cheese cake too and above all I love the green tea ice cream!!! I'll definitely be back at Escolta for the fine dine :P nyum |
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