For tonight's blog... I'm so random again. Why? Cause still. there's just too much I'd want to talk about but I can't put them properly yet. If I let go of this opportunity tonight, the thoughts would fly away... so please just bear with the chaotic manner of points here.
First of, I'm so happy today!!! it's actually my first time to observe on a studio shoot for a commercial. i'll keep my mouth shut since we can't talk about it yet as well as upload the photos but overall, it was very fun.
Next thing, I've thought about Aleli's advice on my way home about buying a drawing tablet from the allowance that we received from the company. i think she have a point and i realized that it's better to see my juice' fruit in a tablet than let it be gone for something perishable. at least, the tablet will be my friend until forever... so I'll be buying a tablet within the week.
Another thing, the silence issue. It's been a while since I promised myself to keep from telling about every detail of my life to the people around me. It's not that I don't trust them, I just think that I've been so outspoken that I'm losing privacy, even in thoughts. I also think that it'll be helpful too if I process thoughts first alone and try to fully understand things before conversing about it. In this way, I can develop my processing abilities and avoid adoption of a friends' point of view. I hope I'm making a point here, but I'm really practicing it now. :)
One more thing, Jealousy won't take me anywhere but down. Yeah right, I like this someone, (refer to previous paragraph) and I hate it cause I'm now giving every detail a meaning. It's wrong I know but to at least give light to the issue, I'm allowing myself to feel all these cause I think that if I let myself do this, I'll be able to consume the emotions and be able to get over it through time cause if I hide it, it might lead to something else that I won't be able to control anymore. But I'm not really jealous at all times, I'm rather happy for being just blessed. I have all the reasons to feel this for you. ♫ Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are, I couldn't help it... it's all your fault♫ just like that. I don't know what to say anymore :)) but I want to make something for you...
And the last thing(no there's actually a lot more, my eyes are just begging for sleep now) I want to be slim!!! Sounds like a fantasy but yeah, if some people can, why can't I? I'll be more religious in my workout!!! starting... next week? hahaha
*goodnight. :)
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