solitude

Once in a while, I get this feeling of being sad.  Yeah, I get this feeling usually but what's so unusual about now is that I felt this tonight.  It used to be on Sunday mornings, after mass.  But I'm feeling it now. Probably because I'm alone, and I'm going to be alone tomorrow morning since my sister, who I usually get to travel  in the morning everyday isn't home yet from their weekend's trip in Daet, and I heard that my other sister's going to Brazil for a long time, her company is sending her there.   It makes me sad but I know I'll have to be used to this feeling since we're all grown ups now and one of these days we'll eventually be apart from each other.  Maybe what makes me more sad as of the moment is because there are some things that were left hanging and it's really bothering me though I'm not really the one involved.  It hurts because I love them all.  I'll just pray.