Gives me inspiration to draw again for the summer Yay!
Toki wo Kakeru Shoujo
Just watched Toki wo Kakeru Shoujo last night as referred by Patty. I love it. I love the art and the story so much.
happy monday ;)
Just had a nice day at Makati with Faye Rubio, Rone Crisostomo and Luvi Joquico. Too bad Arvin Saints and Angeli Tabaquero weren't able to be part of the day's picture :D
Rone as kidnapper, me and Faye as victims, Luvi as leading lady and kuya driver as action star hoho :))
Actually my first time to go all the way to Makati with just Faye. We did not get out of track yay!!! Stayed at SM AYALA with some brownies. OJT search at Makati was fun. Lunch at cash and carry was disappointing... chocolate hoarding was great! must serve whole summer neeeeeeeee....
Ogilvy, Group Media, FEU guys?, Filmex, Creative Juice. Text now pretty please :) I'm waiting
When I get home.. I'll draw and SLEEP yay bwahahhaha
I so love this day :)
Rone as kidnapper, me and Faye as victims, Luvi as leading lady and kuya driver as action star hoho :))
Actually my first time to go all the way to Makati with just Faye. We did not get out of track yay!!! Stayed at SM AYALA with some brownies. OJT search at Makati was fun. Lunch at cash and carry was disappointing... chocolate hoarding was great! must serve whole summer neeeeeeeee....
Ogilvy, Group Media, FEU guys?, Filmex, Creative Juice. Text now pretty please :) I'm waiting
When I get home.. I'll draw and SLEEP yay bwahahhaha
I so love this day :)
officially summer :3
Good afternoon ya'll. Happy Sunday to all.
^some manips. gotback at gaia as soohyun(idk how to spell) of snsd yay!
and some randomness at pupe happens :) i'll put efforts on it now
plus... i miss my long hair..
just finished printing district maps of makati, ortigas and the fort.
we're going to look for ojt again tomorrow woooooooooooooooooooo
actually thinking if I'll share HEARTED MECHA publicly hmmmmmmm
and some randomness at pupe happens :) i'll put efforts on it now
plus... i miss my long hair..
just finished printing district maps of makati, ortigas and the fort.
we're going to look for ojt again tomorrow woooooooooooooooooooo
actually thinking if I'll share HEARTED MECHA publicly hmmmmmmm
***Donde esta musa? Asaan ka na? (March 26-27)
Eating: chocolate biscuits from marks and spencers courtesy of ate ods
Reading: my short story (actually there’s nothing yet… I’m reading a blank document J
Listening to: broken strings by nelly furtado and james morison
Buhay na buhay na naman ako. At sa tingin ko, di na naman ako matutulog nito. Oh well, pagdating ko tinry ko matulog pero di ako nakatulog… pero okay na rin, narevitalize ako nung humiga ako at nagmp3 haha. Tapos effective talaga ang panonood ng vids ng snsd before gumawa ng mga bagay kaya ayan nga buhay na buhay na naman ako, pero wala pa din talagang laman yung retorika ko. Mayamaya kaunti siguro masstart ko na yun… sana… di pwede! Di pwede ang SANA.. dapat… DAPAT!!!
***10 minutes to 2
Drinking: Coffee
Yay! Natapos ko na yung Fiction ko. Ang saya kasi nagawa ko siya na hindi binago ang story at higit sa lahat sakto sa required number of pages. Muy bien! Haha. Ayan akyat na ko then alarm nalang ng 5:30 hoho. Sana makatulog ako ng mahimbing. Ang saya bukod sa ojt at grades wala na kong ibang iisipin. Makakanood na din ako ng dvds at mga videos ng snsd hahahaha. Makakpagdrawing na ko ng mahusay.
two
Somewhere between the twisted nerves inside two different brains
A train of thoughts since their January days
Will never come to life, just obsessed with the pain
Set apart by this wall of denial, but still thinks the same
Somewhere between the twisted nerves of two different hearts
A suppressed emotion, never given the chance to start
Bottled inside, hoping it would die
And when it breaks free, again they’ll deny
It’s sad how this mutuality cannot exist in reality
We cannot talk about it therefore we hide it
And anonymously, indirectly scream of insanity
These two… and their futility
Bargain with Time March 22-23 2010
Raise your hand if you have ever experienced bargaining with time for more time. Like not sleeping at all and adjusting another hour to finish your readings though in your planner it says that you must be asleep by 2 am. Just did last Monday-Tuesday. I said I must be in bed by 2 am but then I got to bed around 4, and I haven’t really slept at all. Do you know the feeling of lying down with eyes closed but your mind just keeps on thinking no matter how hard you try to not think of anything at all and so to fall asleep? And have you also experienced this thing they called state between asleep and awake, that you are in a dream, you just thought you’re awake cause the setting is your room as is, the way you see it before you close your eyes. And suddenly, you wont feel a thing, you can’t move your body and you can’t say a word and you thought you’re awake. This is not the first time this happened to me. I’m so scared then. I don’t ever want that to happen again. They said it was because of not sleeping and over fatigue. GUILTY!
Nakakapikon.Ngayon lang nag-sink in
F.U! Ngayon lang nag-sink in.
Honestly, na-offend talaga ko. Kainis lang bakit di ako napikon… mabuti siguro yun kesa magalit ako, pero sana pala napikon ako noon. Alam ko kasi na pikon akong tao, pero dahil nga di daw maganda ang ugaling iyon ay pinilit kong iwasan yun. Pinag-aralan ko kung paano tumanggap ng biro, pagkatalo, pananakit, at kung anu-ano. Inisip ko na rin nga, mas matalino naman nga ako at mas may malaking kapasidad sa pagunawa kaya sige pagpapasensyahan nalang kita. Sige na ikaw na. At mula nga noon, nakalimutan ko na paano nga ba maging pikon. Tanggap lang ng tanggap, dinadaan sa ngiti kahit ang sakit minsan. Di bale na ang pride. Ang hirap. Naiipon lahat.
High blood. Hindi ko makuhang magalit ano man gawin sakin. Minsan inaatake lang ng high blood, pag sobrang pressure at stress, pero as much as possible iniiwasan kong may ma-offend ako… naisip ko yun. Kadalasan, ito ako, high blood hindi pikon. Gusto ko maging pikon.
Sana napikon ako noon. Hindi ko maintindihan minsan kung bakit pag naoffend ka e lalabas pa na nagiinarte ka e kung tutuusin sila tong dapat na magsorry sayo. Nakakapikon. Sinasabi ko to kasi naiinis na ko. Hindi na naman kasi talaga nakakatuwa. Hindi ba halata na enough na… Sabihin mo nang nag-iinarte ako, e karapatan ko to e bakit ba? Pikon ako pikon PIKON! Tanggapin mo na yun, katulad ng pagtanggap ko sa lahat ng ginagawa mo. At may hangganan lang yon. Mula ngayon, gusto ko nang matuto mainis at magalit.
Actually, mas disappointed ako kesa sa offended (kasi nga MABAIT ako at di na ko sanay na mapikon, ma-offend man ako, ihipan man ng hangin wala na.) Disappointed lang talaga ko, sa lipunan. Hanggang diyan lang ba talaga ang kaya ng pag-iisip mo? Nakaka-awa. Ang babaw! Ano ang pinagmamalaki mo? Meron ka man ng wala ako, kulang naman ang puso’t-pag-iisip mo.
sooner or later it's over :)
yay written exams were finally over. honestly, i'm quite glad with my tests... my aim is just to pass, but having a high grade would be really nice... so I can still be a dean's lister for the sem, but I'm not hoping though... I'm really happy with my spanish exam both oral and written. I don't mean to boast, I'm just expressing gratitude :)
I'm having a good time about not sleeping, though exams were over, I still gen't get any sleep tonight at all. I have to re-shoot my application video and edit. CRAM! plus I need to revise my thesis assignment, but that'll be a lot easier I believe. What's hard is about doing my finals in creative writing :| I need both time and my muse oh come to me oh
Another thing that keeps me from breathing peacefully is my OJT. I still haven't found a slot. That's why we're going to hunt again this Monday. Hoping hoping hoping.... Oh lord help me
I'm really excited for next wednesday... seaside yummm with paxies... can't wait I can't wait
I'd like to discuss a lot of things... but I don't have much of the time to contemplate yet
Cause I thought of these amidst my russian and german literary journey.. so i have
to set it aside or i'll die in my lit exam... plus the experience i had this midnight... oh
also i have a lot of things to rant about, pero same thing, i still don't have the time
too glad there were no exams for tomorrow... sana lang magwork yung dinownload
ko na software for my video and sana makapag aral ako ng matino sa Spanish.
same thing sana rin dumating na muli ang muse ko so I could start my retorika na...
pero for now ayun, excited na ko umuwi at matulog kasi nga di pa ko natutulog/di nakatulog
kahit nga ang dami ko gustong sabihin
at bakit taglish to? ang corny! :|
Cause I thought of these amidst my russian and german literary journey.. so i have
to set it aside or i'll die in my lit exam... plus the experience i had this midnight... oh
also i have a lot of things to rant about, pero same thing, i still don't have the time
too glad there were no exams for tomorrow... sana lang magwork yung dinownload
ko na software for my video and sana makapag aral ako ng matino sa Spanish.
same thing sana rin dumating na muli ang muse ko so I could start my retorika na...
pero for now ayun, excited na ko umuwi at matulog kasi nga di pa ko natutulog/di nakatulog
kahit nga ang dami ko gustong sabihin
at bakit taglish to? ang corny! :|
yay. I can't believe this day
ang bilis kasi maubos ng pera ko, for food. ang gastos nyurrr
and bakit bigla wala na yung exemption sa poldy?? oh no!!!!!
literature lang sana aaralin ko, oh well after ko gumising kasi
matutulog muna ko. pero sige mag-aaral na din ako dun sige na
buti na lang medyo happy ako kasi natapos na ang spanish vid
radio script at masaya ko sa lit grades ko...
sana lang makahanap na ko ng ojt ko please powzzz ajejeje
flipping pages
backwards. salamat kay odie kasi kung di ko nakita yung Iris, di ko mamimiss ung vid ko, at dahil nga nagbacktrack ako, nakita ko along with the Iris Vid ung vid na kauna-unahan kong ginawa, movie maker pa sya nun. di pa din buo ung story ng HM nun, upto now naman pero gets? nun lang talaga to nagsimula and ngaun, siguro sana magawan ko na siya ng story at maayos na vid. wahaha forever salamat kay jasmine sa walang sawang pagsuporta, siya din nga pala ung unang artist ko dito at kay patty na isa pa sa mga "pusher" ko para ipagpatuloy na siya ngayon. at syempre kay sir eros atalia kasi nga napakagaling niya. yun lang :D visit nyo to...
last night's contemplation
1 2 3
First of… one of the things that I really would like to talk about is that I’m so glad that school is almost over. There’s just this one more hell week to go then poof it’ll be vacation soon. I can’t wait to sleep and sleep and did I mention sleep? I can’t wait to not wake up so early in the morning even just for a week (this holy week) to rest though there’s really this OJT thing that keeps bothering me and makes me feel so insecure. Yeah one last week to go and I still don’t have any confirmation out of the companies that I’ve submitted application in to. Well, there’s this few list that I tend to disregard and offers that I ignored but I think my reason is just as right and I’m just being practical. Well the problem is what if they were the only few companies that would really want to hire me but then I chose to blew them away. Paranoid. I’ll dance to the sun moon and stars oh companies please hire me as intern now!!!
Another thing, I’d like to talk about retorika. Yay I really do love my creative writing class, first because I have a very brilliant instructor, second because I get to relax during the period upon just listening to stories that would really take you away and lastly because I get inspired. I have this eye for writing since I was a kid and I’m glad I was able to have this type of class in my course. I also got my work to be critiqued by Sir Atalia and was glad to hear from him that if my work were a novel, he’d be purchasing one. I do not mean to boast here, I’m just fluttered that he wanted the premise of my futuristic, out-of-this-world fiction. How I wish I’d be really able to publish that work. The problem now is how am I supposed to revise this story in to a something appropriate for the Short Story category. I’m actually working on it but have a lot of doubts and what if’s in my mind. Maybe, it must be a bit early since the submission is on Saturday and I still have time for revisions but no… I really want to finalize tonight with whatever plot because I know that next week is another hell and it’d be hard to find time to revise this. Why?
Calendar of Activities March 21-27 2010
Sunday
- E-Radio Script
- Retorika Paper
Monday
- Spanish Video Shoot
- E-Radio/Radio Prod Final Paper
- Literature: German Literature
Tuesday
- Literature Final Written Exam
- Political Dynamics Final Written Exam (Candidate for exemption)
- Thesis Revisions/ Abstract and Draft Instrument
Wednesday
- Study SPANISH with all of your being!!!
- BBDO video shoot and editing
- Revise Retorika Paper
Thursday
- Spanish ORAL Final Exam
- Spanish WRITTEN Final Exam
Friday
- BBDO Application deadline
- Thesis Revisions/ Abstract and Draft Instrument
Saturday
- Retorika Final Paper Submission
- Thesis Set 1, Abstract, Draft Instrument submission
I did not include personal to do list like my workout, drawing stuff, and others such as my laundry and all… but I also have to insert those hmmm.
Things I’d do after the week!!!
- Watch anime/film THE GIRL WHO LEAPT THROUGH TIME courtesy of Patz
- Workout (the one week worth exercise)
- Scan and upload pending artworks since January 2010
- Clean up school stuff as well as other personal stuff that I failed to fix
- Practice Adobe Photoshop. Premiere and flash
- Record songs
- Save money to buy new guitar
- Read the pending novels particularly 101 ways, catcher in the rye, eclipse, breaking dawn, veronica decides to dies and a lot more
- Practice creative writing
- Practice drawing!!!
- Edit multiply and blogspot and plurk layout
- Rest, sleep and procrastinate
- Outing, party, gbox, starbucks,
- Look for OJT >.<
Last Words
- “Goodbye” must be meant not just said.
- Won’t ever be sad again just because of a guy. Lessons were learned, I’m stronger now… therefore this time I’ll…. ^_^
- A big thanks to
God, Family, Friends, ****, Inspirations, lalala and a lot more.
*back to Retorika now… and/or it’s time to sleep. I’ll just wake up early tomorrow for this and like always.
updated profile pic-cherr
finally got the chance to use my brand new cellphone's camera and upload. the camera stopped working for like 3 weeks and I'm quite glad to find out as of last night that it's now working again, I don't know what I did. I just set the navigation keys and when I decided to try using the camera again... it worked.
YOSH :D
YOSH :D
me as accomplice :D
had a secret date with ate stacy, my kuya(boyfie)'s girlfie :D
met with her monday night, i ditched rehearsal to hang out with
her haha and we ate at hotshots.. her treat :D
gave her simple life cause I told her I'll treat her milk tea when she drops by :D
eally had fun. sa uulitin ulit ate stacy
her haha and we ate at hotshots.. her treat :D
gave her simple life cause I told her I'll treat her milk tea when she drops by :D
eally had fun. sa uulitin ulit ate stacy
wednesday
Woke up extra early today. Or nah~ it's still normal. I always wake up at 5:30 even though my regular classes for this semester starts at 2 and 3, the earliest class actually is 12 nn on Saturdays but yeah, I wake up at 5:30, sometimes 5:00. So nothing must be really special this time, though I woke up easily, no more delays. Probably because my body understands the need to wake up and accomplish things cause it matters a lot. And probably, because I had a good night last night. I now see that singing "I got a feeling" by the BEP really works so that all of my days would end u right.
For now, I'm at the hub to download some stuff sent by my team for advertising. Lucky cause I got to sit on the unit with the headset and was able to watch Chicosci's BREATHE AGAIN for the first time. It's a bit lag here but it's alright. What more can you expect? Haha! In a few more minutes I shall be back at AB to discuss with the whole team so God give us your unending grace :D
We also have to shoot our Spanish documentary video since it was postponed yesterday. Hopefully we find the time today. We also have to accomplish all promotion stuffs by today so we'll have less hassle during set-up tomorrow morning. We'll finish all materials for the booth and panel boards so please send us more grace again :D
Quite excited for tomorrow really. Who isn't by the way?
Thank you for the positive attitude this morning. Hopefully until the night so I gotta listen now to BEP XD
For now, I'm at the hub to download some stuff sent by my team for advertising. Lucky cause I got to sit on the unit with the headset and was able to watch Chicosci's BREATHE AGAIN for the first time. It's a bit lag here but it's alright. What more can you expect? Haha! In a few more minutes I shall be back at AB to discuss with the whole team so God give us your unending grace :D
We also have to shoot our Spanish documentary video since it was postponed yesterday. Hopefully we find the time today. We also have to accomplish all promotion stuffs by today so we'll have less hassle during set-up tomorrow morning. We'll finish all materials for the booth and panel boards so please send us more grace again :D
Quite excited for tomorrow really. Who isn't by the way?
Thank you for the positive attitude this morning. Hopefully until the night so I gotta listen now to BEP XD
helly!
is the best word to describe how this week was, is and will be...
well all the previous weeks had been this way too...
major shocking to do...: theater arts plus adquest
others:
lit paper
taho script x2
research revision
retorika ss fiction
spanish video
bbdo application video
helly helly helly
well all the previous weeks had been this way too...
major shocking to do...: theater arts plus adquest
others:
taho script x2
research revision
retorika ss fiction
spanish video
bbdo application video
helly helly helly
friday morning tension
I hate Friday morning tension. I don't like the vibe. For like 2 consecutive weeks now.
di ko nalang kukunin...
hindi ko na lang nga kukunin, para wala na lang ding mawawala...
at kung mawala man ay hindi ako masasktan
bagamat hindi naman nga akin yun
sa buong mundo, bukod sa akin ay madami pa namang iba diyan
na maaaring kumupkop sa iyo
maaaring yungtunay na nangangailangan sa iyo
yung kinakailangan mo
yung naunang nagmamay-ari sa iyo
huli sa option... ako
pero masisisi mo ba ako kung bakit miski nandiyan ka lang ay hindi kita aangkinin
at isasama sa aking sisidlan...
kahit gusto ko ay dadaanin ko na lang sa panalangin na
sana umihip ang hangin at mapadpad ka na lang ng kusa sa akin
*pinutol ko ung ending. secret ko nalang un :D
pampelikula (like the movies)
Doon nakita ko ikaw at ako… tayo
Sa isang eksena at higit pa
Parang isang pelikula
Magulo… pero maganda
Bahagyang tunay at bahagyang kathang isip
Ganyan nga ba ang pag-ibig?
Sa panulat at direksyon ng tadhana
Lahat ay nauwi sa bahala
Sapat bang paniwalaan ang mga linyang nadidinig?
Mga props at make up na sitwasyo'y pinaririkit?
Kung ito lang ang paraan na ika'y makapiling
Sarili, hanggang saan nga ba dapat ipilit?
Sa ngayon ay naguguluhan pa din ako
Kung hanggang saan nga lang ba talaga ako
Kay ganda ng simula, gitna o ba't nawala?
Side B na ba o sadyang natapos na?
Magiging bida pa kaya ako?
O hanggang extra lang ang papel ko dito?
Ang pelikula na sana nga'y di nagwakas
Umaasa na lang na magka-sequel itong palabas
*
Sa isang eksena at higit pa
Parang isang pelikula
Magulo… pero maganda
Bahagyang tunay at bahagyang kathang isip
Ganyan nga ba ang pag-ibig?
Sa panulat at direksyon ng tadhana
Lahat ay nauwi sa bahala
Sapat bang paniwalaan ang mga linyang nadidinig?
Mga props at make up na sitwasyo'y pinaririkit?
Kung ito lang ang paraan na ika'y makapiling
Sarili, hanggang saan nga ba dapat ipilit?
Sa ngayon ay naguguluhan pa din ako
Kung hanggang saan nga lang ba talaga ako
Kay ganda ng simula, gitna o ba't nawala?
Side B na ba o sadyang natapos na?
Magiging bida pa kaya ako?
O hanggang extra lang ang papel ko dito?
Ang pelikula na sana nga'y di nagwakas
Umaasa na lang na magka-sequel itong palabas
*
Like a movie...
creative writing: poetry
for my rhetoric class under the great Eros Atalia, UST
just made this this morning,at exactly one hour before the submission... workshop courtesy of myra, then did revision... and this is already the revised one. this was all i was able to do for now... had the concept for long now lurking in my mind... so i'm actually glad that i was finally able to verbalize it now... this is halfbaked though... i'm looking forward to coming up a better version. enjoy!
creative writing: poetry
for my rhetoric class under the great Eros Atalia, UST
just made this this morning,at exactly one hour before the submission... workshop courtesy of myra, then did revision... and this is already the revised one. this was all i was able to do for now... had the concept for long now lurking in my mind... so i'm actually glad that i was finally able to verbalize it now... this is halfbaked though... i'm looking forward to coming up a better version. enjoy!
nagiisa
wala na nga atang iba pang
tuluyang tatalo sa isa at nag-iisa
hindi hahayaang mapantayan ka
ikaw lang ang nagiisa
at kahit sino pa mang dumating
ikaw lang ang nagiisa
hindi man makapiling
hinding hindi masasaktan
dahil ikaw lang ang nagiisa
na maaaring magdulot ngganitong sakit
wala ng iba pa
ikaw ang nagiisa
huli kong tinanggap at hahayaan
kaya't itong puso na nadala
ikaw lang ang kinikilala, wala ng iba
ikaw lang ang nagiisa
*
YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE
for the one who can't move on...
that there's just no one else
tuluyang tatalo sa isa at nag-iisa
hindi hahayaang mapantayan ka
ikaw lang ang nagiisa
at kahit sino pa mang dumating
ikaw lang ang nagiisa
hindi man makapiling
hinding hindi masasaktan
dahil ikaw lang ang nagiisa
na maaaring magdulot ngganitong sakit
wala ng iba pa
ikaw ang nagiisa
huli kong tinanggap at hahayaan
kaya't itong puso na nadala
ikaw lang ang kinikilala, wala ng iba
ikaw lang ang nagiisa
*
YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE
for the one who can't move on...
that there's just no one else
announcement
I want to abandon this account...
cause I dont have much of the time to handle a number of accounts anymore
I decided to stay with multiply for everything and microblog in plurk
but then since i realized i'm getting really bored in DA and that aside from multiply, i want to have a blog that is for poetry alone
I decided to transform you into that one...
so you'll be really poetic now blogger... xD
cause I dont have much of the time to handle a number of accounts anymore
I decided to stay with multiply for everything and microblog in plurk
but then since i realized i'm getting really bored in DA and that aside from multiply, i want to have a blog that is for poetry alone
I decided to transform you into that one...
so you'll be really poetic now blogger... xD
nina with the stars
just thought of posting an entry with my photos with the stars hehe
Coco Martin... I found him at the serials section of our library...
supposed to be working on my research but I found this glossy and haha.. yey... 112009
Zel Bautista of December Avenue
watched them perform live at UST Rock and Roar concert
First time to meet and greet him in person. He's so nice...
I'll see to it that next time I'll have a pic with the whole band 022010
next here is Ate Kaye slash ate yemma of UST! weee xD 022010
and
highly acclaimed award winning film maker Brillante Mendoza
got the chance to watch screening of Kinatay last Cinevita 2010, at UST
meet and greet with sir Dante who is super nice and cool...022010
haha. overwhelmed
credits to my dear friend FAYE R. for all these photos!
these wouldn't be possible without you... :D
this is something out of date cause i always fail in updating my blog here
to start it off i have here
to start it off i have here
Coco Martin... I found him at the serials section of our library...
supposed to be working on my research but I found this glossy and haha.. yey... 112009
Zel Bautista of December Avenue
watched them perform live at UST Rock and Roar concert
First time to meet and greet him in person. He's so nice...
I'll see to it that next time I'll have a pic with the whole band 022010
next here is Ate Kaye slash ate yemma of UST! weee xD 022010
and
highly acclaimed award winning film maker Brillante Mendoza
got the chance to watch screening of Kinatay last Cinevita 2010, at UST
meet and greet with sir Dante who is super nice and cool...022010
haha. overwhelmed
credits to my dear friend FAYE R. for all these photos!
these wouldn't be possible without you... :D
status
March na!!!
Ang saya saya ko. Dahil ng dumating ang 2010, wala na kong ibang hiniling kundi matapos na ang February. At dahil nga March na... panahon na para magMOVE ON at kalimutan ang mga bagay na sadyang ganoon. Magpapakasaya na ko! Woooooooooooooo
Ang saya saya ko. Dahil ng dumating ang 2010, wala na kong ibang hiniling kundi matapos na ang February. At dahil nga March na... panahon na para magMOVE ON at kalimutan ang mga bagay na sadyang ganoon. Magpapakasaya na ko! Woooooooooooooo
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