last night's contemplation

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First of… one of the things that I really would like to talk about is that I’m so glad that school is almost over. There’s just this one more hell week to go then poof it’ll be vacation soon. I can’t wait to sleep and sleep and did I mention sleep? I can’t wait to not wake up so early in the morning even just for a week (this holy week) to rest though there’s really this OJT thing that keeps bothering me and makes me feel so insecure. Yeah one last week to go and I still don’t have any confirmation out of the companies that I’ve submitted application in to. Well, there’s this few list that I tend to disregard and offers that I ignored but I think my reason is just as right and I’m just being practical. Well the problem is what if they were the only few companies that would really want to hire me but then I chose to blew them away. Paranoid. I’ll dance to the sun moon and stars oh companies please hire me as intern now!!!

Another thing, I’d like to talk about retorika. Yay I really do love my creative writing class, first because I have a very brilliant instructor, second because I get to relax during the period upon just listening to stories that would really take you away and lastly because I get inspired. I have this eye for writing since I was a kid and I’m glad I was able to have this type of class in my course. I also got my work to be critiqued by Sir Atalia and was glad to hear from him that if my work were a novel, he’d be purchasing one. I do not mean to boast here, I’m just fluttered that he wanted the premise of my futuristic, out-of-this-world fiction. How I wish I’d be really able to publish that work. The problem now is how am I supposed to revise this story in to a something appropriate for the Short Story category. I’m actually working on it but have a lot of doubts and what if’s in my mind. Maybe, it must be a bit early since the submission is on Saturday and I still have time for revisions but no… I really want to finalize tonight with whatever plot because I know that next week is another hell and it’d be hard to find time to revise this. Why?

Calendar of Activities March 21-27 2010

Sunday

• E-Radio Script
• Retorika Paper

Monday

• Spanish Video Shoot
• E-Radio/Radio Prod Final Paper
• Literature: German Literature

Tuesday

• Literature Final Written Exam
• Political Dynamics Final Written Exam (Candidate for exemption)
• Thesis Revisions/ Abstract and Draft Instrument

Wednesday

• Study SPANISH with all of your being!!!
• BBDO video shoot and editing
• Revise Retorika Paper

Thursday

• Spanish ORAL Final Exam
• Spanish WRITTEN Final Exam

Friday

• BBDO Application deadline
• Thesis Revisions/ Abstract and Draft Instrument

Saturday

• Retorika Final Paper Submission
• Thesis Set 1, Abstract, Draft Instrument submission

I did not include personal to do list like my workout, drawing stuff, and others such as my laundry and all… but I also have to insert those hmmm.

Things I’d do after the week!!!

• Watch anime/film THE GIRL WHO LEAPT THROUGH TIME courtesy of Patz
• Workout (the one week worth exercise)
• Scan and upload pending artworks since January 2010
• Clean up school stuff as well as other personal stuff that I failed to fix
• Practice Adobe Photoshop. Premiere and flash
• Record songs
• Save money to buy new guitar
• Read the pending novels particularly 101 ways, catcher in the rye, eclipse, breaking dawn, veronica decides to dies and a lot more
• Practice creative writing
• Practice drawing!!!
• Edit multiply and blogspot and plurk layout
• Rest, sleep and procrastinate
• Outing, party, gbox, starbucks,
• Look for OJT >.<

Last Words

• “Goodbye” must be meant not just said.
• Won’t ever be sad again just because of a guy. Lessons were learned, I’m stronger now… therefore this time I’ll…. ^_^
• A big thanks to

God, Family, Friends, ****, Inspirations, lalala and a lot more.

*back to Retorika now… and/or it’s time to sleep. I’ll just wake up early tomorrow for this and like always.